Friends are such weird...things? You think they are one thing but sometimes they surprise you for better or for worst.

Are there such a thing as "fake friends"... and if they are fake now, were they ever real?

Somtimes you feel betrayed but if you think about it, you probably did the same thing to someone else too :s so you don't really have the right to get mad at them for doing that to you. I guess what goes around comes around?

Everything changes. Is there something as too much change?

Does forgive and forget really works? Or is it all just an act.

Is anyone really just geniuely nice to other people? Doesnt everyone try to get something out of everything? So why do we even pretend we are not mean or selfish...

Sometimes, you should just go up to people and spill your thoughts about them to them. I wonder what would happen

Shinnnny thing :)

I got my report card today, it was...somewhat depressing but i have a 80 average which is...good considering i have a 52 in Physics :)

Bio: 81 (i am going to murder my teacher)
Gym: 85 (i can..do better)

My favourite part of the day was hear people who got 90 as their average go crazy about how much their mark sucks xD it is very amusing :)
Laurie got a 93.6, she is such a nerd, i am so proud of her :)

I lost my co-op placement, that makes me very sad but we went to Starbucks for Mimi's birthday with Weijie, Grace, Roy, Nick, and..Justin(very very random) and it was very very amusing. Nick should answer his truth/dare question...really..if you read this, go tell someone your answer (Y) :)

I had two free periods today, i was bored so i helped out with the winter hamper, met a very cute grade 9 kid named Kevin :D he was afraid to knock on the door lol had so much fun teasing him about that xD

I started to read One Piece again, it is a very very good manga :) and Luffy is awesomeeee

Can't wait to see my marks next term...




It's my birthday soon...yay i am going to be old :)

Cheesecake..?

Today is a Friday. It started out really bad (yes it is possible to be sad on a Friday) but then i got to play basketball during gym so i was super happy :)
After school, i spent time with my boyfriend :) and Justin and Donna. Justin is our permanent third wheel LOL
Then went to Roy's house with Justin to play Mario baseball and make sexist/racist jokes

I...did not do alot. I have been working harder :D very proud but i could do better so i will keep trying. Went to the Science center yesterday, it was alooooot of fun but i fell asleep-ish during the IMAX movie, it was better than the one last year though lol.

Was suppose to go to Rita's Birthday dinner today but didn't. I'm sorrrrry Rita (i don't think she reads my blog but thats okay). She is going to be 16 :)

I am going to be 16 next week...that is old :(
I want to do something for my birthday but i don't..think people really want to. There is at least 6 birthdays in end of November to beginning of December O_O
^that is alot of birthdays.

My marks are going to be super low. I told my mom my physics mark, she thought i was joking...

Physics: 52 (...*cry*)
Math :71 (better than last year but still realllly bad)
English: 77 (STUPID ALEX UGH)
Chemistry: 85 (Better than i thought?)
Co-op (placement): 93 (he ASSUMED i would have gotten this)
Co-op (Pre-placement work): 96 (i...am filled with joy.)
Biology: ???
Gym: ???

Avg between subjects known: 79 (i am going to shoot myself)
Can't wait till Monday....
Wasn't today so productive ;)
I want to make a cheesecake so i can eat it :D

Ukelele..?

It's been a while since i posted..a post..(sounds redundant)
I have survived two weeks of living alone (Y) very proud of myself
i ate cereal for every meal, slept at 4, didn't do my homework but i survived.

Currently, really hating myself for not doing work and not trying hard enough and hating myself for hating it but not doing anything. *sigh, what i would do to get some motivation :(

So my parents brought back:
1. Ukelele (random much?)
2.Computer :D
3.Poster of Eric from true blood
4.Clothes that i left in Taiwan during summer lol
5.Other random items that are not important enough for me to remember

Soooo, need to ace school somehow by finding motivation, make some decisions? and learn how to play ukelele (Y)

It's been a while...

I never finished my post from the airport (and im not going to lol)

School started, i decided to work hard because its super duper hard to become a veterinarian, i was never really in a crappy mood from the start of school till now...but now i sit infront of my computer typing a post on blogspot instead of studying that frickin hard chemistry test (pardon my french). Because i am very frustrated/annoyed/upset/all the other sad emotions you can think of.

I was suppose to have an interview today but i didnt so...that was kinda bad but i didnt really feel bad UNTIL people start saying omg i feel so bad so being a teenager that is affected by peer pressure i started to feel bad for myself (great.) and i started feeling down then i didnt get phsyics or math then i have to find my chemistry text book then it started raining then i had to walk alot then i got home then i didnt wanna do my homework but i wanna be a vet so i have to do my homework, understand physics and math and find my chemistry textbook also hopefully do well in my Bio test. Sigh.

So how was your day :)

Im here.

It's realllly humid in Taiwan. After 15 hours, 4 movies, 5 songs, 3 meals i arrived lol. After i get on the airplane, i actually enjoy it. I got upgraded to business classsss :D it was very awesome because the seats were much more comfy.

The list of movie available was Clash of the titans, Green Zone, Remember me, Alice in Wonderland, Ghost Writer, Bounty Hunter, Bolt, Chicago, The secret in their eyes...other that i don't remember. So i watched Bounty Hunter first, thought it was ...ehh kinda sucky? Then i moved onto Alice in Wonderland, it was alright, like...the plot was nice, the costume was nice etc. just too much expectations. The secret i their eyes had aloooot going on and i got confused but ending ws nice. Remember me was my favourite :D I did NOT watch it because of Robert Pattinson, i don't know why i think cuz everything else seemed bad. I loved everything, it was a tad confusing and boring in the beginning but it was reallly good. Cried so much because of that :(

620 in the morning here LOL
:) gtg now, will finish later.

Have a good summmmer :)

Same Bench.

I woke up at 12 today, i slept for a full 12 hours (Y). That is an accomplishment. :)

We went downtown for desserts today, Grace, Tony, Alex and I met up at Finch. What was really really funny was Grace and Tony were sitting on the same bench but they didn't realize it xD. Helen wasn't late for once!!! That is a miracle.

We got to Eglinton and we decided to go to La Bamboche because i actually know how to get here LOL. We walked, looking for Mason street until we got to Manor street and i'm like OHHH right...Manor, not Manson. We went into the quaint little store, feeling sort of awkward because we are loud people. Sat down, Grace ordered this chocolate apricot cake, Weej ordered macaroon. La de da de da, time passed by, by the time we were leaving, we ordered 3 cakes, 1 tart, 4 Macaroons, 2 drinks. We are rich :)
Weej lost 40 bucks T^T. Your misery=Other people's happiness.

We went to Davids and we played intergero...or however u spell that. Don't remember it from grade 8 but brings back good memory anyways LOL :D

P.S. I accidentally biked to school again, i was on Empress and i was like...whhaaaa?! Canada day :D

Hiya :)

HEY YOU! STOP!

Back from camping trip.

So i woke up at 6, took a shower. Grace and Nick were still sound asleep. I think Alex was already awake lol.

Woke them up (Y) :) that was fun. Had breakfast. Everyone came. We left.
Got to Algonquin without problems. Had lunch at the Portage Store and went to set up tents.
Roy's tent is EVIL!! D< it tripped me alotta times :( soo, after we set up the tents.
We started playing cards and i fell in love with DJ max :D it's reallllly fun!

We just did random stuff, la de da de da. Alex, Grace and I sat around the campfire while everyone else was inside the tent and we just played with fire (yes cuz we r cool). We went inside and ''went to sleep''. Donna heard something outside the tent so someone was like TURN ON THE LIGHT....(no one gets up) TURN ON THE LIGHT....(still no one). I got frusrtrated and got up, ran outside and the food tent zipper was open..DUN DUN DUN. After getting up like 2 times and waited outside with David and Nick 3 times. We concluded that it was raccoons and we are never gonna win :(
So we went to sleep while raccoons are making vicious noises outside lol.
They dabbled on everything, mainly on the sweet stuff. They just didn't want to touch Alex's stuff LOL. Poor kid.

Car ride, everyone fell asleep, zzz :) Got home. Went to Roy's house and chilled for a while.
P.S. the mosquito bites on me are starting to itch :(

Undeniable.

We are gonna go camping on Sunday...i am responsible i think? Pressure is on :(

I have to make a food list LOL. I don't know what people want though.

I saw my exam marks today, it made me extremely sad. If you must know. I did not pass my Math exam. Yes i failed it, like...did not pass 50%. Save your ''OMG are you serious?!'' comments, i dont't need those. :)

We went out to lunch, it was sorta confusing? I liked my food. Chopsticks are not meant to be sticking out of the bowl.. D:

Finally made the reservations, David had tons of fun calling people (Y). So the camping trip is happening!

Oreo Mcflurry is the best but it's too sweet blahh :(

Tweet tweet tweet

It is 5:02 am. I know...i am suppose to be sound asleep in my bed but the excitement of what happened is overwhelming and plus i just can't sleep sigh.

I am talking to Kevin H. on msn right now, Hi KEVIN :D
he can't sleep, he is worse than me, he never sleeps. He showed me his new haircut, it looks nice :) but he doesnt like it, so picky. I hear birds tweeting outside my window and this kid show is on right now. It makes me wonder...kids get up at 5 to watch this thing?!

I am flooded with emotion. I feel so blessed to have such good friends :)
and i haven't exactly...been the greatest friend to some people and i want to change that so i will i hope :)

I have an urge to run outside and twirl in circles and yell I love you world! (L)
but since i am afriad of the dark, i can't :'(

See you tomorrow :)
Good morning.

5:07 am.

To die for chocolate cake

I was craving chocolate cake yesterday but there was no more egg in the fridge :(
so i rant to weej and she calmly said...just find a vegan recipe. silly me hehe :)
I found a really good recipe, the chocolate cake is absolutely awesome!

Preheat oven to 350 fahrenheit degree.

Dry ingridients
2 Tbsp of cocoa powder
1 1/2 cup of flour
1/2 tsp of salt
1 tsp of baking soda
1 cup of sugar

Wet ingridients
1 tsp of vanilla
1 tsp of white vinegar (maybe apple cider vinegar, just for you weej <3)
5 Tbsp of vegetable oil
1 cup of water

Mix dry ingridients in a bowl.
Mix wet ingridients in a seperate bowl.
Combine the dry and wet ingridients.
Oil the cake pan and pour the batter in.
Bake for 25-30 minutes or more.
Eat the cake :)


@Sean: Yes, April is a gamer AND a baller :)
She best Austin at bump! pro ;D

@Weej: I'm lost, i can't find my way to the ocean...if you know what i mean ;)

Fact: You are a cake and i am not.

I am currently watching Ace of Cakes and it is 2:05. My 2 key is not working so i had to press it like 4 times.

The supply and demand graph thing screwed me over.I am so sad :(
Got to school around...8ish and i saw Donna, Roy, Seung, Edison and Paul were already there. Crazy people, so early @___@!
The past week has been pretty cool.

I like Wednesday the best so far (Y) but today was pretty cool because i am in love with a new game :D ''Left 4 death'' a.k.a. zombie shooting game. I attacked Lyndon because he was stupid :)
Mortal Kombat was..FUNNNY. APRIL DOMINATED that game :D she's so cool lol.
Sub Zero v.s. Scorpion. Gotcha girl :)
I also did photography with Christine and Jacob. Jacob likes the noise of people squeezing the pop can, it's his favourite noise.

LAKERS WON!!!!! This is like..first time ever i had this intense thing going on when watching the game. Alex and I were typng in caps and like going crazy but Weej and Roy were soo chill lol. WINNNNNNER :)

Still have to go to schooool tomorrow D: that is so sad.
Summer is here <3
If this post did not make alot of sense it is probably because i'm tired lol.

It is now 2:23 am. My 2 button is still messed up.

I actually enjoyed this week immensely much. Feeling very happy and joyous and all the adjectives related to someone smiling and being joyful.




@Nick: But now i wanna swim in the Ocean. I just gotta go find one! Weej will LOL when she see this :)
Diapers...? By the way, i really like ur new post :)

Love Life

Every person in the video is asked to show how they would feel if they were someone with a disease, what attitude would they use to face the world and how they would feel if people discriminated against them.

I Love Life :)

Pond or river?

I will start from the day i remember.

So on Monday, i still had nightschool, my sister gave me a ride, it was scary and fun xD
I called weej and talked to her for like..1 hour? then talked with Nick outside afterschool then i got home did my history assignment (Thanks Alex).

All the other days were sort of a blurrr. Had my Science exam today :(
i don't think i did too well but i didn't study enough so it's my fault (i said that so people won't make me feel bad) but i did manage to kill some fish on the exam (Y). I love fishies :)

Which would you want to swim in? A shallow big pond or a narrow deep river/creek. I took a while to decide, at first i thought hmm a pond seems pretty nice, i won't drown and i have alot to discover. I don't think i would ever consider swimming in the river/creek because it just scares me because its deep and i will feel constricted because it's so narrow right? As i struggle on, i found a solution.
I'm just not gonna go swimming. :)

English exam tomorrow @___@
Good luck!

Hello textbooks :(

Exams are coming but i feel no motivation to study whatsoever. I am panicking but i'm not o_o so weird.

Happy Birthday Locker buddy :) You are 16 years old and probably don't feel any different lol. Go get your license so we can abuse you to drive us around (Y). I have known you for 3 years...that seems like a long time but it really isn't THAT long. Have a good birthday :D

So many things happened/happening this week:
Monday: Nightschool exam (failed because i was confused and fell asleep lol)
Tuesday: Alex's Birthdayyyyy :)
Wednesday: Athletic Banquet (not really related...)
Thursday: Carpe day
Friday: Study?

So tired lately -__- i swear im getting enough sleep!
Drumsticks melt fast... :(

Nick-y :)

It was Nick's birthday on Thursday and his birthday party was yesterday. So on thursday, we got him a tiny card and said happy birthday, few punches here and there, done.

Yesterday was fun :) i will type every single detail i remember in this post (Y). First, walked to nick's house with alex and david. We got there and Donna,Justin,Steven,James were already there so we just played basketball, football etc. then someone took out a watergun..(good job) and they had a waterfight while donna and i were throwing football around (she has really really strong arms lol).

On our way to Oshawa to play Volleyball.We got there and then volleyball for few hours. Played stella ella olla (spelling?). CUMMER GIRL (Donna) REPRESENT (using justin's word). Then we went to Nick's grandparent's house....really really really big house and backyard o_o. WATTEERRFIGHT :D everyone hid in the no water zone :( then austin went crazy and i ''took a shower''. I got revenge later so it's all good :) April got this crazy tan omg xD it looks like it hurts...feel better! The only person that didn't get wet/hurt/tanned is probably Melody lol.
Sooo cute when Nick's aunt called him Nicky hehe xD

Sat in the sun to dry off etc. then we had dinner, hamburger, fries, cheese and cracker etc. :)
made a fire cuz it was fun then just chilled and sat around. Then wrestling, Nick broke David's glasses lol...violence is the answer to everything.

On the same car as Jine, Austin and Billy. Soooo quiet lol. Walked to Earl Haig with Jine and Alex. Got a ride from Alex's sister and her boyfriend in his messy car :P
Fell asleep while listening to ipod and then woke up in the middle of the night cuz the song was really loud :(

Unrequited love is the mark of a kind person

Watching Code Geass (going for animes now?) lol
Euphy is my favourite so far although she didn't do much yet.
Just thought what she said to Suzaku(?) was smart, see title :)

Gonna watch Iron man 2 on Monday :D
umm not having high expectations since everyone said the plot is crappy but according to David and Roy nobody watches iron man for plot, only for EXPLOSIIOONNN :D

Encouragement is a funny thing.

2% Milk in a glass

It was so hot today @_@'' it was awesome in the beginning, as i was walking home i got really annoyed with the heat lol.

Today was a very casual day, everything was normal. I did a math quiz...i think that went well (hopefully) and had my last lesson too. Exams are scary but Ms.E guaranteed that her tests make the exam seem like a piece of cake lol. I am probably most nervous about Business exam and Photography exam :(

My sister bought this really good ice-cream today. It's this Korean ice-cream bar, Peanut crust with Vanilla ice-cream and chewy mochi thingy in the middle n__n

I rode my bike today, it was funnn. I want to ride my bike to school but then i can't walk home with people so that is my dilemma of the day.



@Sean: ...i'm speechless. LOL it's okay Sean, just play with like Jason, Lyndon then you will feel better (Y) ;)

Chocolate surprise (yes, Rui)

Rugby team did really well today...i think :) although Nick and Andy got injured (hope they are okay), we were still cool.

School is okay.. life is okay too.. Just really stressed over Photography and Business right now :(
Exams are coming, i have six (Science, English, Math, History, Business, Photography) and i am super nervous, i should have started studying last month or something >_>''

I will try studying with other people again lol, hopefully i won't be distracted this time :)
Studying starts...now!



@Sean: xD it's ok, when you feel sad just go back to the racing games and you will feel much better :)

@Nick: i will laugh in your face the day i'm better than you ;)

The manly spectrum :)

Sunday is kind of a sad day because it means Monday is just around the corner
:( but still it was fun today :D

Walked to David's house with Roy, Nick and Tony were already there playing Halo. Weijie came later and ''studied'' for her Business test lol. I got four kills in Halo which is most kills i got so far (yes it is sad) and then played COD for a bit, killed Tony twice :)

Had dinner. Today was lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of fun. Feels more summery now (awesome.)