Would have been so happy

While we are still on the whole olympics thing, i heard this morning from April about Joannie Rochette's story. Apprently four days before she was suppose to skate, her mom had a heart attack in the airport so as she was skating, she was crying because it was the first time ever that her mom wasn't watching when she was skating. She knows her mom is still watching :)

Got let off from nightshcool early today, so happy. Talked with Mr.M in Science class, he was pretty cool about the whole i don't get chemistry thing. He explained to me using tacks...pretty nice. After i talked to him about how i really feel the pressure with all these smart people who get everything around me and he was really nice so he just said all i need is more work. People tell me if i try hard, i will do so much better, i say i guess but i'm actually thinking...really? What if i'm trying hard, how do you know i'm not trying but i don't know maybe i really should just focus and go for it. Sigh.

Complicated simple things. Sigh.





Good movie, The boy in the striped pajamas. The topic is widely used in movies but this time the movie takes a whole other perspective of how it's so simple for children that it's not about who you are, where you are from, what you look like it's just oh hi, let's be friends. The things they do is for their own fun but in the end, the shock they bring woke everyone else up. Good movie.