Time is ticking..

One- Epik High




You, your tears are flooding down your cheeks,flooding for no reason.Nobody knows the pieces of a glass stormare blowing inside your heart.As a hurt grows a sickness, as all doors turn into a wall,as you in a mirror become an opponent to yourself,IT IS PAINFUL.Locking up you from the world,leaving you choked.It makes you pick up the end. (too bad).It has swept away all the grounds you stand on in your life.You would just keep walking with no option to go back.Your breath would stop before my heart.Wounds...Scars...Tears...Flowing.(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')I will save you who have been lost in your last hours.(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')YOU ARE THE ONEWhen you are walking in darkness (when shut in the dark,you can feel my breath beside you)YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.(when all doors in the world close before you,I will offer my hands to you)YOU ARE THE ONE. YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.Time is tickin'... T...It is your hands that start a fire on the world. It is what you can get even if they pretend not to see it. The star, named pain, seen in your eyes is your city.Your hand set the world on fire, You closed everyone's eyesThe suffering that was reflected in your eyes like stars become your cityAre your still dreaming, sleeping? Are you measuring all the tears you've shed?Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn't it sad?Do you wake up covered with sweat at night?Crawling on the ground your conscience falters?Do you think it is the end?It's ok, cause I understand. I'll clear the body's scars,The broken soul's hidden tears. I'll take your hands and will believe you.I will save you who have been lost in your last hours.(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')YOU ARE THE ONEWhen you are walking in darkness (when shut in the dark,You can feel my breath beside you)YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.(when all doors in the world close before you,I will offer my hands to you)YOU ARE THE ONE. YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.Do you have wounds, do you have scars, Are you wandering through shadows?Do you have wounds, do you have scars,Are you wandering through shadows?(Faith, Destiny, Love.)You′re still beautiful to me.You are the one.When you are walking in darkness (when shut in the dark,you can feel my breath beside you)YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.(when all doors in the world close before you,I will offer my hands to you)Time is tickin', t-time is tickin, tickinTime is tickin', t-time is tickin away...My savior.ONE!

Uprising of Korean songs :]

I was reading Weej's blog and then i listened to Loveholic-Sky, it's a good song. Although i do not understand a word in it, the melody is awesome so i like it. I also started to like Epik High, both One and Run is really good :D

So i had a math test and i kind of screwred up because i was really nervous and not because i did not study. I studied (miracle). I got a lemon lollipop, it was good.

Watched the Rugby game today to support our awesome friends :] although we lost, we had alot of fun. Felt so awesome riding a bike again :D i really want a bike now :( so i shall get one soon hopefully.

Helen's Birthday tomorrow :D although she doesn't read my blog but i'm going to say
Happy Birthday Helen n_n

Spilled :(

So photography class is supposedly= fuuun time. It is not. I repeat, it is NOT. So i developed my mysterious 36 film. I was nervous and anxious and alittle bit hyper (only a little). As i was developing, i had to slam the box thingy on the desk and everything spilled and splashed. I made a bib for that out of paper towel cause i'm so cool :)

I wish people saw April's avatar for English class. It proves how April is a crazy girl, like really really crazy. I think she scared Alex alittle haha. My avatar was wearing boots because i wanted her to wear the winter scarf. Yep.

*Thunder bolt* Pikachu rocks brawl, for sure :D so i requested playing in teams and we did.
Roy+Alex V.S. Me+Tony. Seems like a somewhat fair-ish team. I killed Alex a few times with that cool thunder thingy that pikachu use when he says ''PIKA'' :) and then he made me spazzy because he kept killing me. Tony just said like oh your dead and i'm like :'( i'm sorry. I also destroyed his trust because he healed me in Saboteur but i was actually a saboteur lol. But we won quite a few times in brawl ;) so it balance out...somehow. Yay :D

Corn is a delicious and healthy food.

RE:

@Sean: Weird people like me who have mood swings ;)
Pro Ping-Pong players :D intenseeeeeeeee.

@Weej: LOL, Sean didn't bother to play mario kart cuz he know hes gonna win xD
hmm Wisdom...sure let's go with that ;P

We played the card game again and stupid Alex won (it is NOT the real deal...NOT!) and then played brawl. Impressed David :D i'm becoming one of the guys, video game loving but umm the wrestle part i think i won't be needing that haha. I had 5 kills once and that's all i remembered.

Got alot of tests back today @___@'' and being on sport teams seem like a stressful thing, just imagine people staring at you doing something...*shudders* ugh scary.

You can't have what you want because you can't want what you already have?

Technically that make sense but it also doesn't like alot of other things in the world. Weird. (By the way, Weej said that)

Nightschool was funny, we did charades and things got out of control haha good times. Sean's house was intense, Austin v.s. David 0_0. I believe in an animal cruelty free world ;) Buy a shirt, it's cool. Dead piglets look sad and dead frogs are just...disturbing. Meighan, weird name right?

Hoping my film was not used by someone else because i think i actually got some good pictures in there :D but if it was overlapped, i will probably spaz for a while although i complain about people spazzing. We are all hypocrites, no?

Perspective is key to being nice to people. It works for me, that is how i control my urge to go crazy on people at times unless it's this week, i keep waking up at five and then this painful half asleep half not state ----> not cool! So don't make me mad or i will make an unnecessary big deal out of it and causing you to say what the heck is right -> (i would have fixed this typo but it's so ridiculous i should keep it, i meant wrong*) with her. Being nice to other people is good (i think the hypocrite part applies here too.)

Good night, go to sleep, stop talking on msn!!!
I don't care what you say, sleep is good for you...and other people.
This post doesn't make sense but it doesn't have to so HA.

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Friday was normal, played outdoor european handball then dodgebll (waved at Weej, Donna, others) signed out camera so i can work on my assignments. Went to Roy's house with Alex, Nick to play brawl but he made us watch this pokemon thing first -_- but instead i played cooking mama on Donna's DS (must get all gold!) Left around 6:30 but it was still so bright outside o_o

''Volunteered'' for the Earth week thing with Weej, Donna, Roy,David, Austin, Jine. Roy was being mean because he kept trying to get the garbage i was getting...very mature, everyone else was in the other group :( Afterwards, we hung at out the library and i did my assignment, everyone had the same background lol (4 of weej, 3 of Donna, 3 of David, 3 of Austin, 2 of Roy and 1 of Jine) Roy and Jine was very camera shy so i didn't get alot of pictures of them lol. Went to David's house to play COD in the end, i'm getting better :D
It's slipping away.

Say cheese :)

Best photography class...one of the best :) Took so many random fun pictures but Christine was being a party pooper and running away lol. Saw David and waved at him like 10 times xD

After the Earth week volunteering on Saturday, i'm going to drag Weej to do some North Window light portraits (yes you are doing it Weej) Anyone else want to model and help me pass photography?

I was president three times in a row xD so happy, and when we went to David's house to play COD, i killed Steven like 10+ times and Roy once(headshot), Austin and David once too which made me happy too but not because i love killing people. I have learnt not to scream because ''the death just comes naturally now'' (quoting Alex).

''I'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right. I'm difficult, hard to please.
I'm beautiful, incredible. I'm funny, irresistable, can't get out of your head.'' -Crazy Genius

Goodbye :'(

Don't you hate it when you watch someone leave knowing that you won't see them for another month or more? Don't you also hate it when you leave someone behind knowing that you will miss them alot? I do.

Report card day with my friends=spazzing day...usually. Today except for Donna who have a somewhat legit reason to be upset, no one else really went crazy on me. My mark went up by 0.5 percent which is suppose to be a good thing but considering the marks that dropped in specific subjects, i was pretty sad and mad at myself.

It's spring, maybe it will be a new start? I worked on my Civics and English today and organized my binder(will soon need reorganizing again), put away laundry(does that make sense?), wash the dishes, cleaned my desk. Now all i need is to find all the things i lost then i would be happy for the rest of the week :)

Feel like planning for summer(have to because parent said so) and doing something meaningful related to animals. I just realized all my search for animal volunteering may not help in university, not until i get into Vet program which is going to be a miracle. I need to get into Life Science so i need science in general +__+'' should have thought it through.

Final exams will probably murder my average but with motivation and determination(hopefully will last longer this time) third term here i come!! :D

Awesomeness of Sister (Blogspot insisted that heart sign is a html)

Frances just got back from the Big Apple :) and she brought me back some gifts listed below:

1.Oreo cupcake :]
2.Shirt that says Make cupcake not war
3.Smashbox bionic mascara
4.Smashbox O-glow cheek colour
5.Smashbox reflection lip gloss

The first two is no surprise cause she always buys me food and usually a cute t-shirt but the make-up was surprising O_O she is probably going to end up using them lol.

Went to Costco with dad today and bought alot of food. Nice Japanese restaurant for dinner, we should go together next time :) best seaweed salad ever. Finished Civics and struggling with Math again...Why do you hate me, Sigh.

Dad is leaving tomorow :'( and i once again have to rely on others(Jenny and Carl) to get to nightschool. Hi Weej ;)

P.S. Wavin' Flag is a good song.

Dandelion's Promise- Jay Chou

The dandelion next to the fence in primary school
It was a scenery that had flavour in my memory
Taking an afternoon nap, cicada noise comes from the playground
After so many years, it still sounds good.

Fold up my dreams into a paper airplane and send it as a letter
Because we can't wait for that meteor
Throwing the coin of fate
Yet I don't know where I can go.
A promise made when growing up together
Only willful persistence.

In the corridor we stand as punishment and have our hands slapped
Yet we pay attention only to the dragonfly by the window
Where ever I go you will follow very closely
Lots of dreams are waiting to be fulfilled.

A promise made when growing up together
It's so clear I believe it since we made a pinky swear
We said we would travel together
It is nowadays your
Only stubborn persistence.

A promise made when growing up together
It's so sincere
The one time I can't stop talking to you about
And I already can't tell the difference
Whether you are friendship or love I missed out on...

P.S. First successfully posted video :) but still alittle messed up

According to who...?

7:45pm Saturday. Lost in everything going on. Motivationless.

Spring and snow are not suppose to be put in the same sentence...ever but it was snowing on Friday when it was suppose to be all nice and springy.

I got my mark for a couple of subjects and most of them are dissapointing but understandable except Civics=anger. Gym mark was higher than Darya, Christine and all those sporty people in my class, Ms.Armstrong's way of marking is very peculiar. Business, Science, Photography(probably) dropped haha... :'( and then Math is just whaaat, English i don't remember but it was around 10000% lower than everybody else. And yes i will read those books.

I don't know who to take pictures of for my North Window light portrait, yes Weej and Donna. I don't understand why is it necessary to take 24 pictures of people standing by the window, i find it very pointless but i need to pull my photography mark up which is sad because Photography is suppose to pull my average up but it's doing the opposite(confusing?).

Not much social events throughout the week except went to Weej's house on Tuesday,Roy's house on Thursday and Subway on Friday...oh wait that is alot. Silly me.

The count of earthquakes around the world have gone up to...5 in a month? Scary stuff.
HST in July 1st. (Thank you Nick)
Ms.Lindsey: Happy Canada Day everyone...Pay up.

Here we go again.

Oh Kevin..

I had alot of fun during the Civicstrip. Since i knew none of the girls so i was stuck with Kevin, Lyndon, Zack, Manson, Billy, Patrick and like a few other guys.

The whole trip was just disturbing jokes and sexist jokes. There is so much say but i don't think it's appropriate. Everybody started going like Oh Kevin in a really creepy tone and i ''bonded'' with them but one thing was i really appreciate the topics i talk with girls now O_O

Summative is due and i didn't realize that...uh oh.

Abandon

Previous post: @Sean: not enough for a fight, just enough for two guys to throw snow at one girl.

I hung out with my dad today :D it was fun except when he yelled at me for 30 minutes because i didn't want to get up. We went somewhere near Pacific Mall and then bought rocks for my backyard, had lunch at a nice Sushi place with the BEST seaweed salad eveer. Got home, organized my homework but didn't finish them.

Walked my rabbit in a basket because their leash doesn't work :(
I bet people who were walking by thought i was going to abandon them somewhere so the whole walk was kind of awkward. I bet they had fun but Honey insisted on hiding under Mustard's head the whole time (My dad said she have a fear of height...)

City Hall tomorrow...i don't know anyone well in either classes which is not so great but i'm going with Kevin so i guess that will be fun :)

Small ancient people

Today, Dad woke me up at 9am and we went to AGO, i was really grumpy. We decided to go see the King Tut exhibition and yes his name is longer but i do not know or bother how it is spelt, we got there at 11ish involving alot of walking :( and then realized oh haha our ticket is the 3:30 one so we went to St.Lawrence (Day pass for the win) and had lunch there (chicken burger, onion rings and fish..?) and then went back to AGO.

Looked at the artworks, it is actuall a really relaxing place and my dad thought these chairs were trampolines xD and i was like...if i actually jumped on that, it would have been super embarassing. I found something peculiar, some of the artworks had glass on the outside but some didn't hmm... Anyways,so finally we got in and it was pretty interesting, every single comment my dad make was like...are ancient people really this tiny?! and what i discovered was that that gigantic coffin contains like 5 other coffins which contains 5 containers shaped like the pharoh, also they actually believed that the king was going to live in the tomb in his afterlife so they made like guards and put like 10 beds in there. Baskin Robins is expensive.

Playe frisbee with Nick, Roy and Tony at Mitchell fields and i saw Laurie there (she's so cool xD) but it turned into this snowball fight, Roy and Nick against me...how fair. Tony was neutral, he just stood there but i think he blocked one snowball for me...so did Roy :D (at least someone is nice) Got home and there is now two cut on my feet :(

Fun packed day ;D

Yoshis+Sword+Frog laundry basket = Best gifts ever

Today was a busy busy day. Good Friday and it's Kevin Huang's delayed Birthday dinner :)
In the morning, i woke up at 5 for no apprent reason (that has been happening for the past week) and then woke up at 8 again because we were going to play basketball...or as they call it ''ball'' at Elkhorn.

Walked to Roy's condo and then met up with David first, played frisbee for a good 20 minutes and i taught him this really cool trick ;D Talked about One Piece, other animes that i can not spell non-stop the whole 3o minute walk. Played frisbee with Kelly(she is so pro at it O_O ) and then played basketball for a littile (April dominated bump..shame on the guys) and then we played a failed-ish ultimate frisbee game and then some how ended trying to get this hoop-ball thingy down from the tree (we got ONE :D )

Went to Kevin's dinner thing with Weej and Donna and then the rest of the memory is like LOUD,full, LOUD, full, YELLING, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONGS x 20000 and then went home.

Kevin probably won't see this but Happy Birthday :D it was fuun.