Pond or river?

I will start from the day i remember.

So on Monday, i still had nightschool, my sister gave me a ride, it was scary and fun xD
I called weej and talked to her for like..1 hour? then talked with Nick outside afterschool then i got home did my history assignment (Thanks Alex).

All the other days were sort of a blurrr. Had my Science exam today :(
i don't think i did too well but i didn't study enough so it's my fault (i said that so people won't make me feel bad) but i did manage to kill some fish on the exam (Y). I love fishies :)

Which would you want to swim in? A shallow big pond or a narrow deep river/creek. I took a while to decide, at first i thought hmm a pond seems pretty nice, i won't drown and i have alot to discover. I don't think i would ever consider swimming in the river/creek because it just scares me because its deep and i will feel constricted because it's so narrow right? As i struggle on, i found a solution.
I'm just not gonna go swimming. :)

English exam tomorrow @___@
Good luck!

You can't have what you want because you can't want what you already have?

Technically that make sense but it also doesn't like alot of other things in the world. Weird. (By the way, Weej said that)

Nightschool was funny, we did charades and things got out of control haha good times. Sean's house was intense, Austin v.s. David 0_0. I believe in an animal cruelty free world ;) Buy a shirt, it's cool. Dead piglets look sad and dead frogs are just...disturbing. Meighan, weird name right?

Hoping my film was not used by someone else because i think i actually got some good pictures in there :D but if it was overlapped, i will probably spaz for a while although i complain about people spazzing. We are all hypocrites, no?

Perspective is key to being nice to people. It works for me, that is how i control my urge to go crazy on people at times unless it's this week, i keep waking up at five and then this painful half asleep half not state ----> not cool! So don't make me mad or i will make an unnecessary big deal out of it and causing you to say what the heck is right -> (i would have fixed this typo but it's so ridiculous i should keep it, i meant wrong*) with her. Being nice to other people is good (i think the hypocrite part applies here too.)

Good night, go to sleep, stop talking on msn!!!
I don't care what you say, sleep is good for you...and other people.
This post doesn't make sense but it doesn't have to so HA.

Goodbye :'(

Don't you hate it when you watch someone leave knowing that you won't see them for another month or more? Don't you also hate it when you leave someone behind knowing that you will miss them alot? I do.

Report card day with my friends=spazzing day...usually. Today except for Donna who have a somewhat legit reason to be upset, no one else really went crazy on me. My mark went up by 0.5 percent which is suppose to be a good thing but considering the marks that dropped in specific subjects, i was pretty sad and mad at myself.

It's spring, maybe it will be a new start? I worked on my Civics and English today and organized my binder(will soon need reorganizing again), put away laundry(does that make sense?), wash the dishes, cleaned my desk. Now all i need is to find all the things i lost then i would be happy for the rest of the week :)

Feel like planning for summer(have to because parent said so) and doing something meaningful related to animals. I just realized all my search for animal volunteering may not help in university, not until i get into Vet program which is going to be a miracle. I need to get into Life Science so i need science in general +__+'' should have thought it through.

Final exams will probably murder my average but with motivation and determination(hopefully will last longer this time) third term here i come!! :D

The way i loved you

I'm so in love, i acted insane, never knew i could feel that little.

SCHOOL, why do you have to come...at least in two weeks we will have another four day break. I can't wait till the weather gets better and it gets warmer then i want to play basketball or badminton or something every single day :) My mom is trying to get me to do yoga but i prefer sports, yoga is so...on the spot. For my Math assignment, i am drawing Spongebob Squarepants with bunny ears.

Atonement is a pretty good movie, it was really really sad. Keira Knightley is a pretty good actress though. The sister was soo AHH what are you doing but in the end, everything come together nicely. Really liked it and sister bought the video from Blockbuster (they declared Bunkrupt O_O )

Monday...Here I come >:(

Falling back

into reality. Break equal getting to live in a life i want to live in for a whooole week or more so since it's Saturday, it's time to get back to school. I don't hate shcool, it's just the fact that there is so much project that i can't do at once because they are not like do Page 291 question 1-4.

Need to do more work? All i do is talk about it but i think only once or twice have i actually done something about it. But blog is all about complaining and stuff so i'm good. Really cold today, was snowing for a while and i was like WHAT...NO NO NO NOOOOO. Summer is not here. Summer fooled us all, darn you.

Favour to ask all who reads this blog...and actually know me: If you talk to me tomorrow, please tell me go do work and be mean about it too :)

Everyone's feeling have been messed around during March break. So far i have found...3? Probably all going to go back to the same when school start :)


P.S. Me and my dad have come to an agreement that the wind hates us when we say let's play badminton so badminton is now officially named Gaagaa (it's a secret)

In the end

Bought a book called ''Too late when i got your letter'' by Amy Chang (on sale for five dollars, yay cheap asianess). It's in Chinese and it's a pretty good book. It revolves around this girl and abunch of complicated things that would probably never happen in real life. After finishing the book, i kind of come to a realization..(?) that everything is what you want it to be in the end. We just don't really realize that.

''Maybe, the love story that never started last the longest.''-Chocolate loving girl

It's Friday so it's two days till school starts. Time flew by...fasst. I kind of want to go back to school but mostly just wish it was summer vacation but everyone's summer plans are ''going to work at...to look good and get money'', ''have to join that program that will make me look so much bette and get me into university'' etc. I bet my parents wish i was like that so i have decided to kind of work on it. But what i really want is just good old summer fun that i never got to have with my friends :( I actually get to spend summer here for the first time ever and everyone is having big plans...to work their butts off, not cool.

Whatever happened to swimming, wonderland, hanging out in someone's yard, watch movie, sports(well, this one never really happened with weej ;) Come back SUMMER FUN!!!

P.S. Still haven't gone kareoking or watch Alice in Wonderland, lol.

Relaxed

Today was like summmer which i totally love :) but had to wake up at nine to do the whole apply for new passport. Had alot of problems with the documents and forms so refilled it like three times U__U I will have my passport in two weeks (hopefully)

Afterwards, went to Mckee to meet up with Weej and David and then eventually convinced Nick to come. We played volleyball (Nick brought) in several interesting and different ways. Weej craved something icy and sweet so we went to Metro and brought 12 pack super duper mini popsicles. Decided to hangout at my house, played crazy windy badminton for awhile (me and Weej totally won ;) and then just played with rabbits. Fun times.

Atmosphere is so thick and everyone is so confused and hurt yet no one is doing anything about because don't know how or...just don't really care enough?

Showered in the mood of pink...

The Excitement Lives On!

March 16th Tuesday was one of the best day of my life! It might sound like an exaggeration but i have got to say...Snowboarding rules.

I was kind of regretting it the day before because i don't really know what i am getting myself into but i already said i would go and part of me tell me that i should try. So Grace slept over on Monday and we slept at five which is the record for staying up longest out of all three sleepovers :) and we chatted with Nick on msn but we caved in first. Woke up at ten the next day and just got ready, cleaned up the house alittle, had noodles for lunch and argued about who is wearing which snowpant (long story) and then headed to Nick's house.

While walking to Nick's house, i felt kind of like am i really going snowboarding, is this really happening? I found Nick's house by memory because i am so smart ;) and first one to greet us is Spencer a.k.a. cutest dog ever alongside with cookie. We went in and later David came, laughed at him for wanting to watch the History channel when clearly Foodnetwork is soooo much better lol. Nick's dad and brother came with us and the two hour drive begin. His dad had alot of caffine O_O but i guess it was really tiring since i kind of fell asleep before Grace's ''oh my gosh'' woke me up.

Got to Blue Mountain and rented snowboards, bought lift tickets, felt really scared and excited. Nick have his own snowboard because he is so cool, lol. David and I rented snowboards and Grace rented skis. First things first, go on the lift, Grace didn't get in on time so she was alone at the back. Nick tried to teach me how to get off but umm i failed so i was climbing to get out of the way...pretty embarassing. After, Nick was like put on your snowboard and i'm like ...wait i'm going down that thing with that space on the side filled with woods waiting for me to fall on. Great. Fastforward to the embarssing part where David and Grace were wayyy down there, i am stuck because i have no idea how to snowboard since Nick is a horrible teacher who only encourages me by guilting me. Eventually he gave up and told me to walk down...i failed at that too (it was steep, trust me) and he just went off super fast. FINALLY got down and Grace suggested the bunny slope which is the best thing invented, it's basically a gentle short slope for beginners that Nick decide was too easy for me or something.

Loved the bunny slope, a guy from a ski and snowboarding school couldn't watch me suffer anymore so he helped me by guiding me down the slope and explaining to me how should i position myself and stuff. He was so nice. After, Nick and David met up with us at the bunny slope and i couldn't wait to show Nick that i am goood at this whole boarding thing but he kept going off on his own D: but eventaully i got to show him on Happy Valley the uhh way longer version of bunny slope and a little more steep too. I got off the ski lift alittle better this time? but Nick still had to drag me alittle. So we were going down and this totally weird thing happened, everytime David fall, i fall O_O it was really funny, Grace just kept going because it's hard to stop on skis. Nick was just waiting for me and David up ahead since he is way to fast. David kind of helped and encouraged, and Nick did too...by throwing snowballs. I got better and better so i was pretty proud of myself.

Nick and David went on the moguls (i think that is how it's spelt) and me and Grace just stick with the nice bunny slope :) They cut across to meet up with us but David went far off and came back after the three of us went down the bunny slope over and over. Walked back to the building where we rented our stuff. Felt super relieved after taking off the gears and jackets etc. Went to Harveys for dinner, chatted about random things. Grace and David fell asleep as soon as we got on the car again, the excitement i had was still there so i was actually kind of hyper. Nick was umm use to staying up for a specific reason.. so we chatted using the note that was on his ipod and my iphone but i think we woke David up with the light from the screen lol.

David got home first, went back to Nick's house to drop his brother off and we took a walk with Spencer :) I got home and realized oh my gosh it's already 1 o'clock. Took a shower, msned alittle but fell asleep because i was really tired.

Point is...totally don't regret going and had a super super good time, discovered some interesting thngs, feelings for umm _______ changed big time and without a doubt, definitely, 100% gonna go snowboarding again

Need to stop...right now

If you have been reading my blog, you will realize that i am deeply obsessed with this celebrity called Show. I need help. I hope i will get over this whole obsession thing soon because although i enjoy him(this sounds kind of weird....)but i am not enjoying this helpless, painful obsession. He is too awesome.

I took gym in the end because the rock climbing trip really really made a big difference. I mean...rock climbing is one of the best things ever, it's so fun and...awesome and fun. So i ended up with:
English
Functions
Biology
Physics
Chemistry
Co-op
Phys-ed.

I never really considered the question of not getting into co-op but after i realized that i am getting alittle worried. So i gave my reference sheet to Mr.M today and i am going to give the other sheet to Ms.E. Hopefully that will leave a good impression that i am punctual because i am really not in reality which is bad. If i don't get into co-op, i don't know what to take.

I skipped night school because it was cold, and i am feeling sick and hopeless and all the negative things.I got perfect on my math quiz for the second time ever. Happy. :)

Don't even expect it to come anymore. Pretty much gave up.

Whatever you want it to be

MAAAAAAAAAAAAATH. Why do you hate me?! WHY. I am spazzing about my math mark because it is...very bad. Not even Asian fail, it is very close to actual fail (the not over 50 fail). I hopefully did well on the quiz today though.

Beside that depressing part, i was very happy in History. I got 100 on an assignment, now that is a first. It was a short day so we got let off a hour early, Donna stayed at school to helpout for parent's night, Roy and OD went to OD's house to play Call of Duty (very bloody yet very fun) and Alex, Weej and I went to civics center, well we first went to Loblaws for Weej's bread and my ''stick'' of ice-cream and then hung out at the civic center. We ended up playing UNO. I won :)

Today feels like a Friday D: and that make me not want to wake up tomorrow. But i have badminton so...i guess that could be my motivation. Not much to say about today just very thoughtless and nothing i say really make sense, they are just random words put together and hope they make sense.

Show, cute, complicating things, UNO, math, snow, bunnies, summer. Multigrain rice krispes.
Blannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnk.




P.S. We are all lonely bears in one way or another.

Cornflakes

I went grocery shopping today. I wanted cereal, so i went down the cereal aisle and i walked pass cornflakes and i pick it up. The moment i picked it up, it somehow made my mind explode, it is a simple cereal made of corn into flake form yet it is probably one of the longest existing cereals on the aisle. The taste is simple, hard to describe but good. Cornflakes are amazing.But i didn't buy them. The box was too big.

I actually got to school on time today, that haven't happened in a while so i was happy. Gum are hard to sell, it seemed like such a good idea in theory, emphasis on the theory part. I bought healthy food today, i tried really really hard to stay away from the chips and evil things like that. I ended up with a bag of apples, a bag of lemons, a box of clementine, whole grain bread (almost bought white lol), ice-cream (guess this one doesn't count), yogurt, milk and multigrain rice krispes.

Multigrain rice krispes are like 2x the size of the regular ones...so weird. They don't taste like rice krispes but oh well. Thought-less, mind-less, brain-less, rest-less days. When will it end?

This is Mustard and Honey. They are bun-buns.

Soon...or later

Hurray for P.A./Lazy day. So it's a Friday that feels like Saturday which is great and we(Weej, Grace, Alex, Roy, Donna, David, Nick, Mary) went to watch a movie, Valentine's Day. I expected alot more from that movie but it was not that great but it wasn't bad either, so after the movies, everyone...well me and Grace were alittle confused and felt like oh the movie is over..?

We went to David's house after but Weej was too lazy and Donna had to go to a badminton thingy but Tony joined us. So me and Grace were kind of bored since they were playing Call of Duty and then so i tried to play it but i got killed and killed and killed but finally i think i killed someone. So overall it was a violent game that required good eyesight but it was still fun.

We were all going to have dinner together and we did but it wasn't really what people would call dinner i guess. We had Burger King lol. Grace doesn't eat fries. The end.

So he finally said something, well not something something but some sort of response so i guess that is better than nothing.

I finally decided to agree with Weej. Alice in Wonderland does look like a good movie :) hopefully it will be.

Alice in Wonderland Trailer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjMkNrX60mA

A Tim Burton Film and it looks like scary in a cool way.

Confusion?!?!

Thursday, my favourite day for some strange and weird reasons :) so today we took the LC photos and it was fun. We watched a movie in business but i just gossiped with April XD
and then it was lunch so i played UNO and didn't have to do homework for once (it is a miracle)

We learned functions and functions is...easier than i thought it was but i WILL concentrate in class so i do not die in math next year :) Science was kind of fun? and history was boring D:

It is the break :) and we are watching valentine's day tomorrow i think i can name most of them: Bradley Cooper, Anne Hathaway, Julia Roberts, Emma Roberts, Hector Eliz...blah blah, Jamie Foxx, Jessica Biel, Jessica Alba, Joe Jonas, Topher Grace, Ashton Kutcher, Taylor Swift, Taylor Lautner, George Lopez etc. LOL basically famous Hollywood stars.

I can't wait to see it, i want to see Emma Roberts's story the most i guess it look really funny, the trailer at least and it is related to Valentines so it all works out :D

Weej made the prettiest rose today with paper, so skilled (good job :D) and i just brought chocolate to make everyone fat ;) because everyone is too skinny and overall today was a good day.

So sick of thinking of the same thing over and over so might ask well not think about. It is NOT that important and i just don't even want to care anymore, its going to be hard but...it will work out hopefully.

P.S. Dinner was toast and coke, very weird and unhealthy combo.