Yes or No

So many tests and assignments due next week although understandable but still want to complain. I need to do my English presentation, Math assignment...etc.

Went over to Weej's with Rui to finish Science experiment. The outcomes were extremely disturbing. After Rui insisted on robbing Nick so we went over to his house for 2 minutes and went back to Weej's to order pizza. Studied for Science which actually helped since i learnt how to balance chemical equations.
Weej's formal dress up is really pretty, i like it...in a non creepy way.

Everything is so much more complicated and frustrating and confusing again but it's probably just me. Too blinded to see anything else so obvious is the only way to go? Blahhh, stop thinking about it is probably the best way ever.

P.S. Spencer got an interesting haircut but he is still so cute :D

Regrets

I really regret alot of things so i'm going to complain since time can't reverse according to Weej and it's going to be get really random :D

I regret taking photography, i regret not working hard in science, i regret not doing anything, i regret wasting my time, i regret taking nightschool-ish, i regret watching too much TV, i regret getting a drive...i mean ride to school, i regret not doing some of my homework, i regret not reading Mr.Pip and losing it, i regret not being nice, i regret spilling water on my stuff, i regret not bringing shoes to gym, i regret...alot more but i will stop.

Today was so...lost. I couldn't find Weej and Donna because Donna had Provincial badminton game thingy and Weej had an interview then i just couldn't find anyone, not cool :(
Won first game against Rui and Rita then lost twice, Rita have incredible aim. Lucy have incredible smashes though (yay).
Tomorrow is going to be waking up early, spend time with mom, go to airport with her, come back, study, study, study, study, study, and clean rabbits.

anyone want to read Physics 11 textbook...?

Cheeseburger cupcakes?!

>___<''


http://www.flickr.com/photos/katedw/sets/72157617528706606/

Just go read it. Tells you how to make it too.

Simply amazing.



...will i triple post? stay tuned ;)

Gotta love highschool

''Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game'' -Hal

''Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought, useless and dissapointing''
-Sam

I was watching ''A Cinderalla Story'' on YTV...either this or minutemen. This is such a typical normal girl gets the guy and popular girl doesn't movie but the songs, the quotes, the movie itself are all so good. 5th time watching it, my mom hate it when i watch same movies over again, its a waste of time apparently.

P.S. Honey says *sniff snif* :)

Misunderstandings...?

Went to Costco on a Thursdy...so empty. Bought two books 1) The glass castle- Jeannette Walls 2) The Last Song- Nicholas Sparks, haven't been interested in books for a loooong time. Got home at 9ish?

Donna survived in her super high high heels which was pretty but incredibly hard to walk in i bet. LC meeting was fun? Ruined Weej's plan of earning some extra bucks off JA...well Nick, lol.
Roy was being mean :( and Alex is as chill as usual. Where is David?

Peanut M&Ms are tasty and Brussel sprouts are not.

P.S. I beat Nick in sit and reach :D

Torture ideas...from a science experiment

We are soaking eggs in different liquid with different pH levels so i was stuck with squeezing juice out of deceiving lemons. As i was squeezing it, my hand was soaked with lemon juice and started hurting so i was like a torture ideas would be like..

1. hurt the person badly
2.Rub salt all over their wounds (which hurt enough) but...
3.Throw them in a tub of lemon juice = {PAIN}
Don't worry though, i'm sure there is things worst than this ;)

So Co-op ''interview'' went great and my placement is either going to be a Vet Clinic at Mount Pleasent and Eglinton or PJ's Pet store, personally, i think i would enjoy pet store more but ofcourse the Vet clinic will look much better, sigh. I guess sometimes we can't base things on what we want but...other stuff.

Went to Weej's house afterschool to do Science experiment. We walked to the steps of her house and i'm like oh wait...aren't we suppose to go buy stuff for experiment and weej's face turn into something like .____.''''' and = ='' mixed.
We started by squeezing lemon and blending grapes but tomatoes are harrd, we had to leave it there dripping but Weej said it worked in the end so now..we wait and then get to bounce eggs.

I'm struggling for morning co-op or afternoon :(

It's not that interesting...really do not stress

BUY MY RAFFLE TICKETS or Weej's...preferably mine ;) but hers too.
JA is really stressful at the end. Either skip gym and try to sell my gift basket at P&G or...don't and try and sell them which is reallly hard.

Hurt my wrist during gym :( because the raquet was weirdly heavy but me and Lucy a.k.a. Chad had so much fuuun, totally made my day. Slacked off in photography again, awful. I realized report cards are around the corner so i started predicting my grades.
-----------------> Civics good, Math, Gym, History better, Business, Science dropped but still ok, Photography, English PFFFTTT.

Ate good stuff today :) goood tea biscuits (i sound like Weej xD) but my mom just made me eat cooked pears= ewww.

The way i loved you

I'm so in love, i acted insane, never knew i could feel that little.

SCHOOL, why do you have to come...at least in two weeks we will have another four day break. I can't wait till the weather gets better and it gets warmer then i want to play basketball or badminton or something every single day :) My mom is trying to get me to do yoga but i prefer sports, yoga is so...on the spot. For my Math assignment, i am drawing Spongebob Squarepants with bunny ears.

Atonement is a pretty good movie, it was really really sad. Keira Knightley is a pretty good actress though. The sister was soo AHH what are you doing but in the end, everything come together nicely. Really liked it and sister bought the video from Blockbuster (they declared Bunkrupt O_O )

Monday...Here I come >:(

Falling back

into reality. Break equal getting to live in a life i want to live in for a whooole week or more so since it's Saturday, it's time to get back to school. I don't hate shcool, it's just the fact that there is so much project that i can't do at once because they are not like do Page 291 question 1-4.

Need to do more work? All i do is talk about it but i think only once or twice have i actually done something about it. But blog is all about complaining and stuff so i'm good. Really cold today, was snowing for a while and i was like WHAT...NO NO NO NOOOOO. Summer is not here. Summer fooled us all, darn you.

Favour to ask all who reads this blog...and actually know me: If you talk to me tomorrow, please tell me go do work and be mean about it too :)

Everyone's feeling have been messed around during March break. So far i have found...3? Probably all going to go back to the same when school start :)


P.S. Me and my dad have come to an agreement that the wind hates us when we say let's play badminton so badminton is now officially named Gaagaa (it's a secret)

In the end

Bought a book called ''Too late when i got your letter'' by Amy Chang (on sale for five dollars, yay cheap asianess). It's in Chinese and it's a pretty good book. It revolves around this girl and abunch of complicated things that would probably never happen in real life. After finishing the book, i kind of come to a realization..(?) that everything is what you want it to be in the end. We just don't really realize that.

''Maybe, the love story that never started last the longest.''-Chocolate loving girl

It's Friday so it's two days till school starts. Time flew by...fasst. I kind of want to go back to school but mostly just wish it was summer vacation but everyone's summer plans are ''going to work at...to look good and get money'', ''have to join that program that will make me look so much bette and get me into university'' etc. I bet my parents wish i was like that so i have decided to kind of work on it. But what i really want is just good old summer fun that i never got to have with my friends :( I actually get to spend summer here for the first time ever and everyone is having big plans...to work their butts off, not cool.

Whatever happened to swimming, wonderland, hanging out in someone's yard, watch movie, sports(well, this one never really happened with weej ;) Come back SUMMER FUN!!!

P.S. Still haven't gone kareoking or watch Alice in Wonderland, lol.

Relaxed

Today was like summmer which i totally love :) but had to wake up at nine to do the whole apply for new passport. Had alot of problems with the documents and forms so refilled it like three times U__U I will have my passport in two weeks (hopefully)

Afterwards, went to Mckee to meet up with Weej and David and then eventually convinced Nick to come. We played volleyball (Nick brought) in several interesting and different ways. Weej craved something icy and sweet so we went to Metro and brought 12 pack super duper mini popsicles. Decided to hangout at my house, played crazy windy badminton for awhile (me and Weej totally won ;) and then just played with rabbits. Fun times.

Atmosphere is so thick and everyone is so confused and hurt yet no one is doing anything about because don't know how or...just don't really care enough?

Showered in the mood of pink...

The Excitement Lives On!

March 16th Tuesday was one of the best day of my life! It might sound like an exaggeration but i have got to say...Snowboarding rules.

I was kind of regretting it the day before because i don't really know what i am getting myself into but i already said i would go and part of me tell me that i should try. So Grace slept over on Monday and we slept at five which is the record for staying up longest out of all three sleepovers :) and we chatted with Nick on msn but we caved in first. Woke up at ten the next day and just got ready, cleaned up the house alittle, had noodles for lunch and argued about who is wearing which snowpant (long story) and then headed to Nick's house.

While walking to Nick's house, i felt kind of like am i really going snowboarding, is this really happening? I found Nick's house by memory because i am so smart ;) and first one to greet us is Spencer a.k.a. cutest dog ever alongside with cookie. We went in and later David came, laughed at him for wanting to watch the History channel when clearly Foodnetwork is soooo much better lol. Nick's dad and brother came with us and the two hour drive begin. His dad had alot of caffine O_O but i guess it was really tiring since i kind of fell asleep before Grace's ''oh my gosh'' woke me up.

Got to Blue Mountain and rented snowboards, bought lift tickets, felt really scared and excited. Nick have his own snowboard because he is so cool, lol. David and I rented snowboards and Grace rented skis. First things first, go on the lift, Grace didn't get in on time so she was alone at the back. Nick tried to teach me how to get off but umm i failed so i was climbing to get out of the way...pretty embarassing. After, Nick was like put on your snowboard and i'm like ...wait i'm going down that thing with that space on the side filled with woods waiting for me to fall on. Great. Fastforward to the embarssing part where David and Grace were wayyy down there, i am stuck because i have no idea how to snowboard since Nick is a horrible teacher who only encourages me by guilting me. Eventually he gave up and told me to walk down...i failed at that too (it was steep, trust me) and he just went off super fast. FINALLY got down and Grace suggested the bunny slope which is the best thing invented, it's basically a gentle short slope for beginners that Nick decide was too easy for me or something.

Loved the bunny slope, a guy from a ski and snowboarding school couldn't watch me suffer anymore so he helped me by guiding me down the slope and explaining to me how should i position myself and stuff. He was so nice. After, Nick and David met up with us at the bunny slope and i couldn't wait to show Nick that i am goood at this whole boarding thing but he kept going off on his own D: but eventaully i got to show him on Happy Valley the uhh way longer version of bunny slope and a little more steep too. I got off the ski lift alittle better this time? but Nick still had to drag me alittle. So we were going down and this totally weird thing happened, everytime David fall, i fall O_O it was really funny, Grace just kept going because it's hard to stop on skis. Nick was just waiting for me and David up ahead since he is way to fast. David kind of helped and encouraged, and Nick did too...by throwing snowballs. I got better and better so i was pretty proud of myself.

Nick and David went on the moguls (i think that is how it's spelt) and me and Grace just stick with the nice bunny slope :) They cut across to meet up with us but David went far off and came back after the three of us went down the bunny slope over and over. Walked back to the building where we rented our stuff. Felt super relieved after taking off the gears and jackets etc. Went to Harveys for dinner, chatted about random things. Grace and David fell asleep as soon as we got on the car again, the excitement i had was still there so i was actually kind of hyper. Nick was umm use to staying up for a specific reason.. so we chatted using the note that was on his ipod and my iphone but i think we woke David up with the light from the screen lol.

David got home first, went back to Nick's house to drop his brother off and we took a walk with Spencer :) I got home and realized oh my gosh it's already 1 o'clock. Took a shower, msned alittle but fell asleep because i was really tired.

Point is...totally don't regret going and had a super super good time, discovered some interesting thngs, feelings for umm _______ changed big time and without a doubt, definitely, 100% gonna go snowboarding again

Granice....activate

Sleepover #3....

Excited for skiing/boarding tomorrow!!! I'm scared because i have a feeling it's going to hurt but hopefully the fun will overcome the pain. So Grace is going to take over half(or more) of this post since i'm blanked out. Friday sleepover was with Donna. She came around 10 and we just hung out while webcaming with Roy and making fun of him (good times, good times) then he came over in the morning (Roy overflow) and we all went to David's house-----> leads to sleepover number 2 with Helen, Weej and Donna.. We did not do anything whatsoever beside eat and read things. Right now, calm sleepover number 3 is going on, chatting with Nick because he is ''sleeping'' and watching Family.

Granice ACTIVATE!

Hey it's Grace! Yeah I can't wait to SKI tomorrow, and dinner was nice.I liked my cow on rice. Well, I'm not sure at this point if my eyes are closed or open, I'm really not accustomed to this, but talking has been very calming after all the spazzing! Really. I have to go to the washroom now. Bye

Boy meets Girl...

but nothing happens.

I like Rainie Yang lately, she have some nice songs. Took out camera today, probably not even going to use it. Going to cancel aloooooooooot of plans (i think), or im just really gloomy today. English presentation made me really hyper so i talked confidently and loudly, which i guess made Mr.R think i know what i was talking about...i do but not that detailed so was pretty happy and relieved after.

It's funny how all the love songs in the present days are all about doubt or cheating or lying. What happened to just simply...nice...lie-free love. It's more realistic but songs are suppose to make you feel better(?) or make you feel like WOW that is exactly how i feel. All the lyrics are like, promises evaporated along with love or can't tell whether love is still there or not. How encouraging are they.

I was forced to read MouseHunt for dummies because Ms.Weeeej can not take my lack of knowledge in this game :) Triple berry crisp are good cereals because they are delicious and good for you. During lunch, i was president 3 tims in a row, i was so proud of myself. Badminton was so bad, messed up big time. People are so confused, masked, different. This bathrobe is comfortable.

楊丞琳- 遇上愛 ------> first non depressing song i like
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srgld4Ec8m0&feature=related

Heavy

Watching Taiwan news at night yesterday. There is this big argument about the minister of law not signing 44 cases of death penalties, i thought at first that it is reasonable since we have this theory of killing people is bad so why kill more people to make up for it. After hearing the crimes some these people committed, i was kind of very shocked. One of them basically cut this girls neck and then put her in a bathtub filled with water to watch her slowly die. When he went to court, he told the judge that when he get out of jail, she is the first one he is going to kill.
He is 19 years-old.

We can argue both side for EVERYTHING, i really don't know what's going to happen with this one. People are telling the minister of law to just quit and get off and she is agreeing because all she said is i will not sign any of the cases that involve death penalties and she rather take the punishment for those people than signing it. But it's so unfair to those people whoes children got killed, one of criminals have been sentenced to death penalties 9 times over the course of 16 years. She said killing the murderer will just destroy another family.
Hard to choose side on.

Death penalties destroy the last bit left of our humanity?

Smoosh and smash

Badminton game today was sooo intense. I watched Donna and Laurie's game first, there was alot of pro smashes and it was so cool :) We stayed after to watch some other people play. Then we all left, Austin and Donna argued about the correct term for bicycle in Chinese. Walked home. Sorted out plan for March break:

Sunday- maybe shopping, maybe movie, probably sleepover
Monday-Play Basketball if i know where it is
Tuesday-First time snow boarding
Rest of the week-Stuuudy for exam...or at least make notes

Watched Lord of the flies in civics, i was really really disturbed by that film. It was like they started to enjoy murdering. Ending was...not that great but it was ok. Handed in volunteer hours and Co-op form at lunch, interview on the 24th. So nervous.

Here is my confusing thoughts again
Misleading? Hopefully not. Don't think i'm doing it but maybe i am to others. Sigh.


Purple summer sky. Come back Summer!

Trapped brilliance

Today at the film festival, we watched Hanna's suitcase and after the guest speaker read a poem to us.

The Butterfly

The last, the very last,
So richly, brightly, dazzlingly yellow.
Perhaps if the sun’s tears would sing
against a white stone. . . .

Such, such a yellow
Is carried lightly ‘way up high.
It went away I’m sure because it wished to
kiss the world good-bye.

For seven weeks I’ve lived in here,
Penned up inside this ghetto.
But I have found what I love here.
The dandelions call to me
And the white chestnut branches in the court.
Only I never saw another butterfly.

That butterfly was the last one.
Butterflies don’t live in here,
in the ghetto.

- by Pavel Friedman

I remembered using this poem to do a silent interpetation of it. I really really liked this poem.

Lesson learnt

Lately, i have been getting into trouble because of my own stupidity. So my new lesson learnt is that unless people ask for it...or even when they do just say no or don't say anything.

I'll let you know if it works out.

Waiting for something never changing

我不在家裡, 就在雨裡, 不在雨裡, 就在往雨中的路上.
冷冷的空氣 很窒息我無法呼吸
一萬顆雨滴的距離 很徹底讓愛消失無息
聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴 渗入我的愛裡

下起雨也要勇敢前進

The other side of the story

It's Saturday. I feel satisfied with my day. I woke up at nine and woke Roy up too (Sorry...once again) went out for brunch then Michaels-the art supplie store, bought a bubble maker thing, it made me feel happy.

Went to Petsmart next and as usual after getting stuff for the rabbits, i went to the adoption section. There are only cats there but every single one of them are so sweet. Once or twice, there will be volunteers there and they will be let out of their cage, running around looking at you with those big, round innocent eyes (Cats not the volunteers). Today, i woke this cat named Pumpkin up when i walked by his cage, he reached out his paw and let me stroke it. Magical moment.

Got some delicious frozen mangos at Costco. On my way home, i made a deal with my Dad. If i get a 90 average (which most of my friends have surpassed) then i can have a dog. My sister was being depressing and mean so she said it's ok Dad, she won't get a grade that high, just say yes. So now having a pet Dog is my motivation. Some of you probably have same thought as my sister...do not tell me about it if you have that thought. Thank you.

I feel so tired. I just do not want to handle all those things anymore. I said i am not going to do it anymore but i know as soon as things get back to normal. It is going to be all the same again, nothing will be different yet we both know that something is. Complications?

A whole new day will come along with new things but somethings will never change.

Earth quuuuuuuuuuakes bringing an end to the human race. Epic.

So many earth quakes recently O_O the world is coming to an end. Chile just had another earthquake and so did Taiwan. Now they are predicting where the next earthquake(s) would be. Let us all say good luck to Seattle, L.A., Tokyo, Iran and Indonesia. My sister just say let us eat our heart out since the world is going to end anyway LOL. It's actually pretty scary, that is 3 consecutive earthquakes in one WEEK. Sigh. We are all going to die, i am so positive.

We decorated the LC board today. It is beautiful!! well...the bench is alittle distorted but considering the fact that me, April and Mel spent like 10 minutes doing actual work and the rest gossiping and eating. I think it was pretty good ;)

Faiiiiiled my History test and screwed up on my Math quiz D: i need to work harder. I can't wait till suuuumer comes. Sunshine on my face, not having to carry around heavy winter coats. Less night, more daylight. I miss summer.

Update on my obsession with Show, the obsession have wore off alittle. I don't feel like flying back to Taiwan every second of my life anymore. Just appreciate his music and things like that. :) i am free of obsession. FREEE.

Always the other person

Baking for the bakesale tomorrow but i forgot icing and cocoa powder (uh oh)...so i guess people can have healthier cupcakes this time. Bought pankcake mix because i ran out of my Costco sized flour (AMAZING) and...gonna make cupcakes.

Afterschool, alot happened but only alittle occured to me that things happened. Didn't go watch Badminton game because i am a selfish and mean person. Had to go home anyways, but apparently i was mad...? My sister texted me and said Dad want me to go home right away so i said got to go bye since Roy and Alex was going to Burger King then i left. Heard Roy yelling Justin but apprently he was yelling Janice O_O and then phone rang but i didn't hear till like the fifth ring, thought it was dad but it was Roy as soon as i picked up my phone, it died on me. So every thing was a big mess of misunderstandings?

Math is fun. Science is ok. Lollipops are yummy. People are messed up. History is boring.

Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuustard :)

Extra big picture cuz she is AWESOME

24 subtract 1.26 = less tick tock

I have somewhat started to achieve my will to go against procrastination, all i needed was very close supervising and constant nagging. I talked to my dad on Sunday and he said well if pushing is what you need then i will tell you what to do until you make it a habit of your own so i thought why not. Monday, first thing when i came back.
Go do your homework now ---------> fifteen minutes---------> Did you start? and it goes on and on.

I think it helped since i actually finished my math homework. Right now i have to
1.Do Co-op application
2.Study for History test
3.Prepare for Math quiz
4.Learn Science (Urgent)
5.Homework in general
6.Be cool...jokes lol

I was reading online news from Taiwan just now. Apprently now our daily lifes are cut down by 1.26 microseconds (1 million of a second) since the earthquake in Chile affect the mass of the Earth which affect the speed of Earth's rotation which takes away time. I thought it was cool and scary but we cand add the length of time to a day too. If we make the earth heavier. Interesting no?

Would have been so happy

While we are still on the whole olympics thing, i heard this morning from April about Joannie Rochette's story. Apprently four days before she was suppose to skate, her mom had a heart attack in the airport so as she was skating, she was crying because it was the first time ever that her mom wasn't watching when she was skating. She knows her mom is still watching :)

Got let off from nightshcool early today, so happy. Talked with Mr.M in Science class, he was pretty cool about the whole i don't get chemistry thing. He explained to me using tacks...pretty nice. After i talked to him about how i really feel the pressure with all these smart people who get everything around me and he was really nice so he just said all i need is more work. People tell me if i try hard, i will do so much better, i say i guess but i'm actually thinking...really? What if i'm trying hard, how do you know i'm not trying but i don't know maybe i really should just focus and go for it. Sigh.

Complicated simple things. Sigh.





Good movie, The boy in the striped pajamas. The topic is widely used in movies but this time the movie takes a whole other perspective of how it's so simple for children that it's not about who you are, where you are from, what you look like it's just oh hi, let's be friends. The things they do is for their own fun but in the end, the shock they bring woke everyone else up. Good movie.