Shinnnny thing :)

I got my report card today, it was...somewhat depressing but i have a 80 average which is...good considering i have a 52 in Physics :)

Bio: 81 (i am going to murder my teacher)
Gym: 85 (i can..do better)

My favourite part of the day was hear people who got 90 as their average go crazy about how much their mark sucks xD it is very amusing :)
Laurie got a 93.6, she is such a nerd, i am so proud of her :)

I lost my co-op placement, that makes me very sad but we went to Starbucks for Mimi's birthday with Weijie, Grace, Roy, Nick, and..Justin(very very random) and it was very very amusing. Nick should answer his truth/dare question...really..if you read this, go tell someone your answer (Y) :)

I had two free periods today, i was bored so i helped out with the winter hamper, met a very cute grade 9 kid named Kevin :D he was afraid to knock on the door lol had so much fun teasing him about that xD

I started to read One Piece again, it is a very very good manga :) and Luffy is awesomeeee

Can't wait to see my marks next term...




It's my birthday soon...yay i am going to be old :)

Cheesecake..?

Today is a Friday. It started out really bad (yes it is possible to be sad on a Friday) but then i got to play basketball during gym so i was super happy :)
After school, i spent time with my boyfriend :) and Justin and Donna. Justin is our permanent third wheel LOL
Then went to Roy's house with Justin to play Mario baseball and make sexist/racist jokes

I...did not do alot. I have been working harder :D very proud but i could do better so i will keep trying. Went to the Science center yesterday, it was alooooot of fun but i fell asleep-ish during the IMAX movie, it was better than the one last year though lol.

Was suppose to go to Rita's Birthday dinner today but didn't. I'm sorrrrry Rita (i don't think she reads my blog but thats okay). She is going to be 16 :)

I am going to be 16 next week...that is old :(
I want to do something for my birthday but i don't..think people really want to. There is at least 6 birthdays in end of November to beginning of December O_O
^that is alot of birthdays.

My marks are going to be super low. I told my mom my physics mark, she thought i was joking...

Physics: 52 (...*cry*)
Math :71 (better than last year but still realllly bad)
English: 77 (STUPID ALEX UGH)
Chemistry: 85 (Better than i thought?)
Co-op (placement): 93 (he ASSUMED i would have gotten this)
Co-op (Pre-placement work): 96 (i...am filled with joy.)
Biology: ???
Gym: ???

Avg between subjects known: 79 (i am going to shoot myself)
Can't wait till Monday....
Wasn't today so productive ;)
I want to make a cheesecake so i can eat it :D

Ukelele..?

It's been a while since i posted..a post..(sounds redundant)
I have survived two weeks of living alone (Y) very proud of myself
i ate cereal for every meal, slept at 4, didn't do my homework but i survived.

Currently, really hating myself for not doing work and not trying hard enough and hating myself for hating it but not doing anything. *sigh, what i would do to get some motivation :(

So my parents brought back:
1. Ukelele (random much?)
2.Computer :D
3.Poster of Eric from true blood
4.Clothes that i left in Taiwan during summer lol
5.Other random items that are not important enough for me to remember

Soooo, need to ace school somehow by finding motivation, make some decisions? and learn how to play ukelele (Y)

It's been a while...

I never finished my post from the airport (and im not going to lol)

School started, i decided to work hard because its super duper hard to become a veterinarian, i was never really in a crappy mood from the start of school till now...but now i sit infront of my computer typing a post on blogspot instead of studying that frickin hard chemistry test (pardon my french). Because i am very frustrated/annoyed/upset/all the other sad emotions you can think of.

I was suppose to have an interview today but i didnt so...that was kinda bad but i didnt really feel bad UNTIL people start saying omg i feel so bad so being a teenager that is affected by peer pressure i started to feel bad for myself (great.) and i started feeling down then i didnt get phsyics or math then i have to find my chemistry text book then it started raining then i had to walk alot then i got home then i didnt wanna do my homework but i wanna be a vet so i have to do my homework, understand physics and math and find my chemistry textbook also hopefully do well in my Bio test. Sigh.

So how was your day :)

Im here.

It's realllly humid in Taiwan. After 15 hours, 4 movies, 5 songs, 3 meals i arrived lol. After i get on the airplane, i actually enjoy it. I got upgraded to business classsss :D it was very awesome because the seats were much more comfy.

The list of movie available was Clash of the titans, Green Zone, Remember me, Alice in Wonderland, Ghost Writer, Bounty Hunter, Bolt, Chicago, The secret in their eyes...other that i don't remember. So i watched Bounty Hunter first, thought it was ...ehh kinda sucky? Then i moved onto Alice in Wonderland, it was alright, like...the plot was nice, the costume was nice etc. just too much expectations. The secret i their eyes had aloooot going on and i got confused but ending ws nice. Remember me was my favourite :D I did NOT watch it because of Robert Pattinson, i don't know why i think cuz everything else seemed bad. I loved everything, it was a tad confusing and boring in the beginning but it was reallly good. Cried so much because of that :(

620 in the morning here LOL
:) gtg now, will finish later.

Have a good summmmer :)

Same Bench.

I woke up at 12 today, i slept for a full 12 hours (Y). That is an accomplishment. :)

We went downtown for desserts today, Grace, Tony, Alex and I met up at Finch. What was really really funny was Grace and Tony were sitting on the same bench but they didn't realize it xD. Helen wasn't late for once!!! That is a miracle.

We got to Eglinton and we decided to go to La Bamboche because i actually know how to get here LOL. We walked, looking for Mason street until we got to Manor street and i'm like OHHH right...Manor, not Manson. We went into the quaint little store, feeling sort of awkward because we are loud people. Sat down, Grace ordered this chocolate apricot cake, Weej ordered macaroon. La de da de da, time passed by, by the time we were leaving, we ordered 3 cakes, 1 tart, 4 Macaroons, 2 drinks. We are rich :)
Weej lost 40 bucks T^T. Your misery=Other people's happiness.

We went to Davids and we played intergero...or however u spell that. Don't remember it from grade 8 but brings back good memory anyways LOL :D

P.S. I accidentally biked to school again, i was on Empress and i was like...whhaaaa?! Canada day :D

Hiya :)

HEY YOU! STOP!

Back from camping trip.

So i woke up at 6, took a shower. Grace and Nick were still sound asleep. I think Alex was already awake lol.

Woke them up (Y) :) that was fun. Had breakfast. Everyone came. We left.
Got to Algonquin without problems. Had lunch at the Portage Store and went to set up tents.
Roy's tent is EVIL!! D< it tripped me alotta times :( soo, after we set up the tents.
We started playing cards and i fell in love with DJ max :D it's reallllly fun!

We just did random stuff, la de da de da. Alex, Grace and I sat around the campfire while everyone else was inside the tent and we just played with fire (yes cuz we r cool). We went inside and ''went to sleep''. Donna heard something outside the tent so someone was like TURN ON THE LIGHT....(no one gets up) TURN ON THE LIGHT....(still no one). I got frusrtrated and got up, ran outside and the food tent zipper was open..DUN DUN DUN. After getting up like 2 times and waited outside with David and Nick 3 times. We concluded that it was raccoons and we are never gonna win :(
So we went to sleep while raccoons are making vicious noises outside lol.
They dabbled on everything, mainly on the sweet stuff. They just didn't want to touch Alex's stuff LOL. Poor kid.

Car ride, everyone fell asleep, zzz :) Got home. Went to Roy's house and chilled for a while.
P.S. the mosquito bites on me are starting to itch :(

Undeniable.

We are gonna go camping on Sunday...i am responsible i think? Pressure is on :(

I have to make a food list LOL. I don't know what people want though.

I saw my exam marks today, it made me extremely sad. If you must know. I did not pass my Math exam. Yes i failed it, like...did not pass 50%. Save your ''OMG are you serious?!'' comments, i dont't need those. :)

We went out to lunch, it was sorta confusing? I liked my food. Chopsticks are not meant to be sticking out of the bowl.. D:

Finally made the reservations, David had tons of fun calling people (Y). So the camping trip is happening!

Oreo Mcflurry is the best but it's too sweet blahh :(

Tweet tweet tweet

It is 5:02 am. I know...i am suppose to be sound asleep in my bed but the excitement of what happened is overwhelming and plus i just can't sleep sigh.

I am talking to Kevin H. on msn right now, Hi KEVIN :D
he can't sleep, he is worse than me, he never sleeps. He showed me his new haircut, it looks nice :) but he doesnt like it, so picky. I hear birds tweeting outside my window and this kid show is on right now. It makes me wonder...kids get up at 5 to watch this thing?!

I am flooded with emotion. I feel so blessed to have such good friends :)
and i haven't exactly...been the greatest friend to some people and i want to change that so i will i hope :)

I have an urge to run outside and twirl in circles and yell I love you world! (L)
but since i am afriad of the dark, i can't :'(

See you tomorrow :)
Good morning.

5:07 am.

To die for chocolate cake

I was craving chocolate cake yesterday but there was no more egg in the fridge :(
so i rant to weej and she calmly said...just find a vegan recipe. silly me hehe :)
I found a really good recipe, the chocolate cake is absolutely awesome!

Preheat oven to 350 fahrenheit degree.

Dry ingridients
2 Tbsp of cocoa powder
1 1/2 cup of flour
1/2 tsp of salt
1 tsp of baking soda
1 cup of sugar

Wet ingridients
1 tsp of vanilla
1 tsp of white vinegar (maybe apple cider vinegar, just for you weej <3)
5 Tbsp of vegetable oil
1 cup of water

Mix dry ingridients in a bowl.
Mix wet ingridients in a seperate bowl.
Combine the dry and wet ingridients.
Oil the cake pan and pour the batter in.
Bake for 25-30 minutes or more.
Eat the cake :)


@Sean: Yes, April is a gamer AND a baller :)
She best Austin at bump! pro ;D

@Weej: I'm lost, i can't find my way to the ocean...if you know what i mean ;)

Fact: You are a cake and i am not.

I am currently watching Ace of Cakes and it is 2:05. My 2 key is not working so i had to press it like 4 times.

The supply and demand graph thing screwed me over.I am so sad :(
Got to school around...8ish and i saw Donna, Roy, Seung, Edison and Paul were already there. Crazy people, so early @___@!
The past week has been pretty cool.

I like Wednesday the best so far (Y) but today was pretty cool because i am in love with a new game :D ''Left 4 death'' a.k.a. zombie shooting game. I attacked Lyndon because he was stupid :)
Mortal Kombat was..FUNNNY. APRIL DOMINATED that game :D she's so cool lol.
Sub Zero v.s. Scorpion. Gotcha girl :)
I also did photography with Christine and Jacob. Jacob likes the noise of people squeezing the pop can, it's his favourite noise.

LAKERS WON!!!!! This is like..first time ever i had this intense thing going on when watching the game. Alex and I were typng in caps and like going crazy but Weej and Roy were soo chill lol. WINNNNNNER :)

Still have to go to schooool tomorrow D: that is so sad.
Summer is here <3
If this post did not make alot of sense it is probably because i'm tired lol.

It is now 2:23 am. My 2 button is still messed up.

I actually enjoyed this week immensely much. Feeling very happy and joyous and all the adjectives related to someone smiling and being joyful.




@Nick: But now i wanna swim in the Ocean. I just gotta go find one! Weej will LOL when she see this :)
Diapers...? By the way, i really like ur new post :)

Love Life

Every person in the video is asked to show how they would feel if they were someone with a disease, what attitude would they use to face the world and how they would feel if people discriminated against them.

I Love Life :)

Pond or river?

I will start from the day i remember.

So on Monday, i still had nightschool, my sister gave me a ride, it was scary and fun xD
I called weej and talked to her for like..1 hour? then talked with Nick outside afterschool then i got home did my history assignment (Thanks Alex).

All the other days were sort of a blurrr. Had my Science exam today :(
i don't think i did too well but i didn't study enough so it's my fault (i said that so people won't make me feel bad) but i did manage to kill some fish on the exam (Y). I love fishies :)

Which would you want to swim in? A shallow big pond or a narrow deep river/creek. I took a while to decide, at first i thought hmm a pond seems pretty nice, i won't drown and i have alot to discover. I don't think i would ever consider swimming in the river/creek because it just scares me because its deep and i will feel constricted because it's so narrow right? As i struggle on, i found a solution.
I'm just not gonna go swimming. :)

English exam tomorrow @___@
Good luck!

Hello textbooks :(

Exams are coming but i feel no motivation to study whatsoever. I am panicking but i'm not o_o so weird.

Happy Birthday Locker buddy :) You are 16 years old and probably don't feel any different lol. Go get your license so we can abuse you to drive us around (Y). I have known you for 3 years...that seems like a long time but it really isn't THAT long. Have a good birthday :D

So many things happened/happening this week:
Monday: Nightschool exam (failed because i was confused and fell asleep lol)
Tuesday: Alex's Birthdayyyyy :)
Wednesday: Athletic Banquet (not really related...)
Thursday: Carpe day
Friday: Study?

So tired lately -__- i swear im getting enough sleep!
Drumsticks melt fast... :(

Nick-y :)

It was Nick's birthday on Thursday and his birthday party was yesterday. So on thursday, we got him a tiny card and said happy birthday, few punches here and there, done.

Yesterday was fun :) i will type every single detail i remember in this post (Y). First, walked to nick's house with alex and david. We got there and Donna,Justin,Steven,James were already there so we just played basketball, football etc. then someone took out a watergun..(good job) and they had a waterfight while donna and i were throwing football around (she has really really strong arms lol).

On our way to Oshawa to play Volleyball.We got there and then volleyball for few hours. Played stella ella olla (spelling?). CUMMER GIRL (Donna) REPRESENT (using justin's word). Then we went to Nick's grandparent's house....really really really big house and backyard o_o. WATTEERRFIGHT :D everyone hid in the no water zone :( then austin went crazy and i ''took a shower''. I got revenge later so it's all good :) April got this crazy tan omg xD it looks like it hurts...feel better! The only person that didn't get wet/hurt/tanned is probably Melody lol.
Sooo cute when Nick's aunt called him Nicky hehe xD

Sat in the sun to dry off etc. then we had dinner, hamburger, fries, cheese and cracker etc. :)
made a fire cuz it was fun then just chilled and sat around. Then wrestling, Nick broke David's glasses lol...violence is the answer to everything.

On the same car as Jine, Austin and Billy. Soooo quiet lol. Walked to Earl Haig with Jine and Alex. Got a ride from Alex's sister and her boyfriend in his messy car :P
Fell asleep while listening to ipod and then woke up in the middle of the night cuz the song was really loud :(

Unrequited love is the mark of a kind person

Watching Code Geass (going for animes now?) lol
Euphy is my favourite so far although she didn't do much yet.
Just thought what she said to Suzaku(?) was smart, see title :)

Gonna watch Iron man 2 on Monday :D
umm not having high expectations since everyone said the plot is crappy but according to David and Roy nobody watches iron man for plot, only for EXPLOSIIOONNN :D

Encouragement is a funny thing.

2% Milk in a glass

It was so hot today @_@'' it was awesome in the beginning, as i was walking home i got really annoyed with the heat lol.

Today was a very casual day, everything was normal. I did a math quiz...i think that went well (hopefully) and had my last lesson too. Exams are scary but Ms.E guaranteed that her tests make the exam seem like a piece of cake lol. I am probably most nervous about Business exam and Photography exam :(

My sister bought this really good ice-cream today. It's this Korean ice-cream bar, Peanut crust with Vanilla ice-cream and chewy mochi thingy in the middle n__n

I rode my bike today, it was funnn. I want to ride my bike to school but then i can't walk home with people so that is my dilemma of the day.



@Sean: ...i'm speechless. LOL it's okay Sean, just play with like Jason, Lyndon then you will feel better (Y) ;)

Chocolate surprise (yes, Rui)

Rugby team did really well today...i think :) although Nick and Andy got injured (hope they are okay), we were still cool.

School is okay.. life is okay too.. Just really stressed over Photography and Business right now :(
Exams are coming, i have six (Science, English, Math, History, Business, Photography) and i am super nervous, i should have started studying last month or something >_>''

I will try studying with other people again lol, hopefully i won't be distracted this time :)
Studying starts...now!



@Sean: xD it's ok, when you feel sad just go back to the racing games and you will feel much better :)

@Nick: i will laugh in your face the day i'm better than you ;)

The manly spectrum :)

Sunday is kind of a sad day because it means Monday is just around the corner
:( but still it was fun today :D

Walked to David's house with Roy, Nick and Tony were already there playing Halo. Weijie came later and ''studied'' for her Business test lol. I got four kills in Halo which is most kills i got so far (yes it is sad) and then played COD for a bit, killed Tony twice :)

Had dinner. Today was lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of fun. Feels more summery now (awesome.)

Can we have more bread please?

So tired +__+'' but must read English books for summative. I shall recap my day by listing things i did (Y)

Woke up at 6:50, got to school around 8:10. Watched the Rugby practice with Ryan and Justin (go team :) then we went on the bus. Roy and Donna sat infront of us, Rui and Jine sat beside us (Weej and I). Didn't feel like going to any stores because it was gloomy, rainy and cold. So we went to the restaurant that weej and i went last year.
We got to draw on the table (Woohoo!) so ''surprisingly'' weej drew clovers xD then we ordered. I got Tortellini..something and Rui and Jine got pasta too. Weej had stacked meat sandwhich (protein ftw). I ate one piece of bread, Jine had two, Rui and Weej had 31/2 each. We took two hours to eat that meal. Dessert was acceptable.

Watched Peter Pan, i like plays where the actors interact with the audience. Mermaid > Fairy :) and there was some cooooooool props. Awesome.
I enjoyed it but i really didn't want to sit anymore. Weej and Rui took alot of embarassing pictures :( and umm we watched Michael Jackson videos lol. Fun and gloomy day overall.

Aren't you cold?!?!

akdhfajdghae CRAP

lol the title is David singing Jap songs at karoke. So today we went to karoke, it was alot of fun :)
Happy hour from 1-6, we paid 5 dollar each. People weren't really singing at first but in the end, it was fun. David surprisingly had a really good voice and was on tune, so was Helen and Jonny. The rest of us are just kind of on tune kind of not. Roy didn't really sing and i couldn't hear Donna at all :(

After we went to dinner at Soban and then i went to shoppers to get some eggs. I walked home with Mimi and Helen, my toes were frozen when i got home...not cool. So that concludes my weekend i guess.

P.S. i'm going to take a picture of everyone i can think of and then print it in photogrpahy class wallet sized at the end of year. Cool? Very :D

Wraith is awesome!

So we went to David's to play Halo again @_@'' after i said i wouldn't. So i was like let's have a little fun, so i started boarding random vehicles. I got onto the wraith and nobody shot me down because they were nice :) i killed Alex twice xD then Alex killed me :(

I half winged my business test but i think i did okay, the assembly was funnny. So my mom said:''Ahmed'....*cut off*...VOTE AHMED!!! then we went back to do the test. Learned SOHCAHTOA in Math, petty cool. Science was fun, i actually go what we were doing (Thanks April and Melody :)

Update on everyone:
Alex: Weak and tired. David: Investent is awesome. Donna: At offsa and hopefully winning ;). Grace: Hi, i'm awesome lol. Helen: Tutor sucks. Janice: Hello :) Nick: i suck :P. Roy: POKEMON. Tony: I see. Weej: Braces suck, seriously, no jokes.
First and last time i do that.

I like going to school early, it's alot of fun. Samantha is backk, WOOT :D
Tony's Birthday tomorrow, really wanna go to karoke but helen can't go :(

Summer

It was really hot today :D it made me happy because i'm sick of winter (sorta). Weej went to school early today so i kind of laughed at her and went over to her house then she showed me Stephen Hawking's video (he seems like a smart guy).
Went to David's house (nicely decorated) to play Halo 3...i think. It was hard i got one kill that i stole from David (KS xD). Walked home in the rain, so cold :(

Recap of the week so far:
Monday-Nightschool, fire drill and Billy's class was watching Secret D: so lucky.
Tuesday-Rugby game (we lost :( but we cheered because they are awesome :)

Dad is coming back on Monday with my stuff (Y) and umm summer is all planned out. Wonderland fun in June hopefully and then going back on July 3rd, coming back August 19th. Then it's grade 11 fuunnn. Waking up super duper early to study for Business, joy.
The (Fe)y.

Looking back

If you read your first post now, you will feel kind of stupid perhaps. Just like when you read your work from grade 3, the thought ''which idiot wrote this crap'' will run through your mind. Isn't it funny how we may not really feel ourselves changing but sometimes when you look back on something that is very obvious, you will be like, oh hey i did change...funny.

Anyways, i was watching Cosmic Collision on Discovery today (nerd shows ftw!) and there was some pretty cool facts: the moon is made up of pieces of Earth that was smashed into pieces when a cosmic collision occureed and without the moon, the northpole would be facing the sun directly most of the time. Black holes are invisible starts that emits x-rays. The galaxy we live in and the one near by are pulling each other closer every day and will eventually crash (but weej says we will die way before that so it's all good)
I like Cosmology/Astronomy.

Off to sleep in my purple room (i think it helps because lavender helps you sleep...hmm make sense :D )
Good night World, sleep well!

baseball game

roy is cool cause he made this post.

w channel sux

Time is ticking..

One- Epik High




You, your tears are flooding down your cheeks,flooding for no reason.Nobody knows the pieces of a glass stormare blowing inside your heart.As a hurt grows a sickness, as all doors turn into a wall,as you in a mirror become an opponent to yourself,IT IS PAINFUL.Locking up you from the world,leaving you choked.It makes you pick up the end. (too bad).It has swept away all the grounds you stand on in your life.You would just keep walking with no option to go back.Your breath would stop before my heart.Wounds...Scars...Tears...Flowing.(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')I will save you who have been lost in your last hours.(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')YOU ARE THE ONEWhen you are walking in darkness (when shut in the dark,you can feel my breath beside you)YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.(when all doors in the world close before you,I will offer my hands to you)YOU ARE THE ONE. YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.Time is tickin'... T...It is your hands that start a fire on the world. It is what you can get even if they pretend not to see it. The star, named pain, seen in your eyes is your city.Your hand set the world on fire, You closed everyone's eyesThe suffering that was reflected in your eyes like stars become your cityAre your still dreaming, sleeping? Are you measuring all the tears you've shed?Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn't it sad?Do you wake up covered with sweat at night?Crawling on the ground your conscience falters?Do you think it is the end?It's ok, cause I understand. I'll clear the body's scars,The broken soul's hidden tears. I'll take your hands and will believe you.I will save you who have been lost in your last hours.(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')YOU ARE THE ONEWhen you are walking in darkness (when shut in the dark,You can feel my breath beside you)YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.(when all doors in the world close before you,I will offer my hands to you)YOU ARE THE ONE. YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.Do you have wounds, do you have scars, Are you wandering through shadows?Do you have wounds, do you have scars,Are you wandering through shadows?(Faith, Destiny, Love.)You′re still beautiful to me.You are the one.When you are walking in darkness (when shut in the dark,you can feel my breath beside you)YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.(when all doors in the world close before you,I will offer my hands to you)Time is tickin', t-time is tickin, tickinTime is tickin', t-time is tickin away...My savior.ONE!

Uprising of Korean songs :]

I was reading Weej's blog and then i listened to Loveholic-Sky, it's a good song. Although i do not understand a word in it, the melody is awesome so i like it. I also started to like Epik High, both One and Run is really good :D

So i had a math test and i kind of screwred up because i was really nervous and not because i did not study. I studied (miracle). I got a lemon lollipop, it was good.

Watched the Rugby game today to support our awesome friends :] although we lost, we had alot of fun. Felt so awesome riding a bike again :D i really want a bike now :( so i shall get one soon hopefully.

Helen's Birthday tomorrow :D although she doesn't read my blog but i'm going to say
Happy Birthday Helen n_n

Spilled :(

So photography class is supposedly= fuuun time. It is not. I repeat, it is NOT. So i developed my mysterious 36 film. I was nervous and anxious and alittle bit hyper (only a little). As i was developing, i had to slam the box thingy on the desk and everything spilled and splashed. I made a bib for that out of paper towel cause i'm so cool :)

I wish people saw April's avatar for English class. It proves how April is a crazy girl, like really really crazy. I think she scared Alex alittle haha. My avatar was wearing boots because i wanted her to wear the winter scarf. Yep.

*Thunder bolt* Pikachu rocks brawl, for sure :D so i requested playing in teams and we did.
Roy+Alex V.S. Me+Tony. Seems like a somewhat fair-ish team. I killed Alex a few times with that cool thunder thingy that pikachu use when he says ''PIKA'' :) and then he made me spazzy because he kept killing me. Tony just said like oh your dead and i'm like :'( i'm sorry. I also destroyed his trust because he healed me in Saboteur but i was actually a saboteur lol. But we won quite a few times in brawl ;) so it balance out...somehow. Yay :D

Corn is a delicious and healthy food.

RE:

@Sean: Weird people like me who have mood swings ;)
Pro Ping-Pong players :D intenseeeeeeeee.

@Weej: LOL, Sean didn't bother to play mario kart cuz he know hes gonna win xD
hmm Wisdom...sure let's go with that ;P

We played the card game again and stupid Alex won (it is NOT the real deal...NOT!) and then played brawl. Impressed David :D i'm becoming one of the guys, video game loving but umm the wrestle part i think i won't be needing that haha. I had 5 kills once and that's all i remembered.

Got alot of tests back today @___@'' and being on sport teams seem like a stressful thing, just imagine people staring at you doing something...*shudders* ugh scary.

You can't have what you want because you can't want what you already have?

Technically that make sense but it also doesn't like alot of other things in the world. Weird. (By the way, Weej said that)

Nightschool was funny, we did charades and things got out of control haha good times. Sean's house was intense, Austin v.s. David 0_0. I believe in an animal cruelty free world ;) Buy a shirt, it's cool. Dead piglets look sad and dead frogs are just...disturbing. Meighan, weird name right?

Hoping my film was not used by someone else because i think i actually got some good pictures in there :D but if it was overlapped, i will probably spaz for a while although i complain about people spazzing. We are all hypocrites, no?

Perspective is key to being nice to people. It works for me, that is how i control my urge to go crazy on people at times unless it's this week, i keep waking up at five and then this painful half asleep half not state ----> not cool! So don't make me mad or i will make an unnecessary big deal out of it and causing you to say what the heck is right -> (i would have fixed this typo but it's so ridiculous i should keep it, i meant wrong*) with her. Being nice to other people is good (i think the hypocrite part applies here too.)

Good night, go to sleep, stop talking on msn!!!
I don't care what you say, sleep is good for you...and other people.
This post doesn't make sense but it doesn't have to so HA.

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Friday was normal, played outdoor european handball then dodgebll (waved at Weej, Donna, others) signed out camera so i can work on my assignments. Went to Roy's house with Alex, Nick to play brawl but he made us watch this pokemon thing first -_- but instead i played cooking mama on Donna's DS (must get all gold!) Left around 6:30 but it was still so bright outside o_o

''Volunteered'' for the Earth week thing with Weej, Donna, Roy,David, Austin, Jine. Roy was being mean because he kept trying to get the garbage i was getting...very mature, everyone else was in the other group :( Afterwards, we hung at out the library and i did my assignment, everyone had the same background lol (4 of weej, 3 of Donna, 3 of David, 3 of Austin, 2 of Roy and 1 of Jine) Roy and Jine was very camera shy so i didn't get alot of pictures of them lol. Went to David's house to play COD in the end, i'm getting better :D
It's slipping away.

Say cheese :)

Best photography class...one of the best :) Took so many random fun pictures but Christine was being a party pooper and running away lol. Saw David and waved at him like 10 times xD

After the Earth week volunteering on Saturday, i'm going to drag Weej to do some North Window light portraits (yes you are doing it Weej) Anyone else want to model and help me pass photography?

I was president three times in a row xD so happy, and when we went to David's house to play COD, i killed Steven like 10+ times and Roy once(headshot), Austin and David once too which made me happy too but not because i love killing people. I have learnt not to scream because ''the death just comes naturally now'' (quoting Alex).

''I'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right. I'm difficult, hard to please.
I'm beautiful, incredible. I'm funny, irresistable, can't get out of your head.'' -Crazy Genius

Goodbye :'(

Don't you hate it when you watch someone leave knowing that you won't see them for another month or more? Don't you also hate it when you leave someone behind knowing that you will miss them alot? I do.

Report card day with my friends=spazzing day...usually. Today except for Donna who have a somewhat legit reason to be upset, no one else really went crazy on me. My mark went up by 0.5 percent which is suppose to be a good thing but considering the marks that dropped in specific subjects, i was pretty sad and mad at myself.

It's spring, maybe it will be a new start? I worked on my Civics and English today and organized my binder(will soon need reorganizing again), put away laundry(does that make sense?), wash the dishes, cleaned my desk. Now all i need is to find all the things i lost then i would be happy for the rest of the week :)

Feel like planning for summer(have to because parent said so) and doing something meaningful related to animals. I just realized all my search for animal volunteering may not help in university, not until i get into Vet program which is going to be a miracle. I need to get into Life Science so i need science in general +__+'' should have thought it through.

Final exams will probably murder my average but with motivation and determination(hopefully will last longer this time) third term here i come!! :D

Awesomeness of Sister (Blogspot insisted that heart sign is a html)

Frances just got back from the Big Apple :) and she brought me back some gifts listed below:

1.Oreo cupcake :]
2.Shirt that says Make cupcake not war
3.Smashbox bionic mascara
4.Smashbox O-glow cheek colour
5.Smashbox reflection lip gloss

The first two is no surprise cause she always buys me food and usually a cute t-shirt but the make-up was surprising O_O she is probably going to end up using them lol.

Went to Costco with dad today and bought alot of food. Nice Japanese restaurant for dinner, we should go together next time :) best seaweed salad ever. Finished Civics and struggling with Math again...Why do you hate me, Sigh.

Dad is leaving tomorow :'( and i once again have to rely on others(Jenny and Carl) to get to nightschool. Hi Weej ;)

P.S. Wavin' Flag is a good song.

Dandelion's Promise- Jay Chou

The dandelion next to the fence in primary school
It was a scenery that had flavour in my memory
Taking an afternoon nap, cicada noise comes from the playground
After so many years, it still sounds good.

Fold up my dreams into a paper airplane and send it as a letter
Because we can't wait for that meteor
Throwing the coin of fate
Yet I don't know where I can go.
A promise made when growing up together
Only willful persistence.

In the corridor we stand as punishment and have our hands slapped
Yet we pay attention only to the dragonfly by the window
Where ever I go you will follow very closely
Lots of dreams are waiting to be fulfilled.

A promise made when growing up together
It's so clear I believe it since we made a pinky swear
We said we would travel together
It is nowadays your
Only stubborn persistence.

A promise made when growing up together
It's so sincere
The one time I can't stop talking to you about
And I already can't tell the difference
Whether you are friendship or love I missed out on...

P.S. First successfully posted video :) but still alittle messed up

According to who...?

7:45pm Saturday. Lost in everything going on. Motivationless.

Spring and snow are not suppose to be put in the same sentence...ever but it was snowing on Friday when it was suppose to be all nice and springy.

I got my mark for a couple of subjects and most of them are dissapointing but understandable except Civics=anger. Gym mark was higher than Darya, Christine and all those sporty people in my class, Ms.Armstrong's way of marking is very peculiar. Business, Science, Photography(probably) dropped haha... :'( and then Math is just whaaat, English i don't remember but it was around 10000% lower than everybody else. And yes i will read those books.

I don't know who to take pictures of for my North Window light portrait, yes Weej and Donna. I don't understand why is it necessary to take 24 pictures of people standing by the window, i find it very pointless but i need to pull my photography mark up which is sad because Photography is suppose to pull my average up but it's doing the opposite(confusing?).

Not much social events throughout the week except went to Weej's house on Tuesday,Roy's house on Thursday and Subway on Friday...oh wait that is alot. Silly me.

The count of earthquakes around the world have gone up to...5 in a month? Scary stuff.
HST in July 1st. (Thank you Nick)
Ms.Lindsey: Happy Canada Day everyone...Pay up.

Here we go again.

Oh Kevin..

I had alot of fun during the Civicstrip. Since i knew none of the girls so i was stuck with Kevin, Lyndon, Zack, Manson, Billy, Patrick and like a few other guys.

The whole trip was just disturbing jokes and sexist jokes. There is so much say but i don't think it's appropriate. Everybody started going like Oh Kevin in a really creepy tone and i ''bonded'' with them but one thing was i really appreciate the topics i talk with girls now O_O

Summative is due and i didn't realize that...uh oh.

Abandon

Previous post: @Sean: not enough for a fight, just enough for two guys to throw snow at one girl.

I hung out with my dad today :D it was fun except when he yelled at me for 30 minutes because i didn't want to get up. We went somewhere near Pacific Mall and then bought rocks for my backyard, had lunch at a nice Sushi place with the BEST seaweed salad eveer. Got home, organized my homework but didn't finish them.

Walked my rabbit in a basket because their leash doesn't work :(
I bet people who were walking by thought i was going to abandon them somewhere so the whole walk was kind of awkward. I bet they had fun but Honey insisted on hiding under Mustard's head the whole time (My dad said she have a fear of height...)

City Hall tomorrow...i don't know anyone well in either classes which is not so great but i'm going with Kevin so i guess that will be fun :)

Small ancient people

Today, Dad woke me up at 9am and we went to AGO, i was really grumpy. We decided to go see the King Tut exhibition and yes his name is longer but i do not know or bother how it is spelt, we got there at 11ish involving alot of walking :( and then realized oh haha our ticket is the 3:30 one so we went to St.Lawrence (Day pass for the win) and had lunch there (chicken burger, onion rings and fish..?) and then went back to AGO.

Looked at the artworks, it is actuall a really relaxing place and my dad thought these chairs were trampolines xD and i was like...if i actually jumped on that, it would have been super embarassing. I found something peculiar, some of the artworks had glass on the outside but some didn't hmm... Anyways,so finally we got in and it was pretty interesting, every single comment my dad make was like...are ancient people really this tiny?! and what i discovered was that that gigantic coffin contains like 5 other coffins which contains 5 containers shaped like the pharoh, also they actually believed that the king was going to live in the tomb in his afterlife so they made like guards and put like 10 beds in there. Baskin Robins is expensive.

Playe frisbee with Nick, Roy and Tony at Mitchell fields and i saw Laurie there (she's so cool xD) but it turned into this snowball fight, Roy and Nick against me...how fair. Tony was neutral, he just stood there but i think he blocked one snowball for me...so did Roy :D (at least someone is nice) Got home and there is now two cut on my feet :(

Fun packed day ;D

Yoshis+Sword+Frog laundry basket = Best gifts ever

Today was a busy busy day. Good Friday and it's Kevin Huang's delayed Birthday dinner :)
In the morning, i woke up at 5 for no apprent reason (that has been happening for the past week) and then woke up at 8 again because we were going to play basketball...or as they call it ''ball'' at Elkhorn.

Walked to Roy's condo and then met up with David first, played frisbee for a good 20 minutes and i taught him this really cool trick ;D Talked about One Piece, other animes that i can not spell non-stop the whole 3o minute walk. Played frisbee with Kelly(she is so pro at it O_O ) and then played basketball for a littile (April dominated bump..shame on the guys) and then we played a failed-ish ultimate frisbee game and then some how ended trying to get this hoop-ball thingy down from the tree (we got ONE :D )

Went to Kevin's dinner thing with Weej and Donna and then the rest of the memory is like LOUD,full, LOUD, full, YELLING, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONGS x 20000 and then went home.

Kevin probably won't see this but Happy Birthday :D it was fuun.

Yes or No

So many tests and assignments due next week although understandable but still want to complain. I need to do my English presentation, Math assignment...etc.

Went over to Weej's with Rui to finish Science experiment. The outcomes were extremely disturbing. After Rui insisted on robbing Nick so we went over to his house for 2 minutes and went back to Weej's to order pizza. Studied for Science which actually helped since i learnt how to balance chemical equations.
Weej's formal dress up is really pretty, i like it...in a non creepy way.

Everything is so much more complicated and frustrating and confusing again but it's probably just me. Too blinded to see anything else so obvious is the only way to go? Blahhh, stop thinking about it is probably the best way ever.

P.S. Spencer got an interesting haircut but he is still so cute :D

Regrets

I really regret alot of things so i'm going to complain since time can't reverse according to Weej and it's going to be get really random :D

I regret taking photography, i regret not working hard in science, i regret not doing anything, i regret wasting my time, i regret taking nightschool-ish, i regret watching too much TV, i regret getting a drive...i mean ride to school, i regret not doing some of my homework, i regret not reading Mr.Pip and losing it, i regret not being nice, i regret spilling water on my stuff, i regret not bringing shoes to gym, i regret...alot more but i will stop.

Today was so...lost. I couldn't find Weej and Donna because Donna had Provincial badminton game thingy and Weej had an interview then i just couldn't find anyone, not cool :(
Won first game against Rui and Rita then lost twice, Rita have incredible aim. Lucy have incredible smashes though (yay).
Tomorrow is going to be waking up early, spend time with mom, go to airport with her, come back, study, study, study, study, study, and clean rabbits.

anyone want to read Physics 11 textbook...?

Cheeseburger cupcakes?!

>___<''


http://www.flickr.com/photos/katedw/sets/72157617528706606/

Just go read it. Tells you how to make it too.

Simply amazing.



...will i triple post? stay tuned ;)

Gotta love highschool

''Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game'' -Hal

''Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought, useless and dissapointing''
-Sam

I was watching ''A Cinderalla Story'' on YTV...either this or minutemen. This is such a typical normal girl gets the guy and popular girl doesn't movie but the songs, the quotes, the movie itself are all so good. 5th time watching it, my mom hate it when i watch same movies over again, its a waste of time apparently.

P.S. Honey says *sniff snif* :)

Misunderstandings...?

Went to Costco on a Thursdy...so empty. Bought two books 1) The glass castle- Jeannette Walls 2) The Last Song- Nicholas Sparks, haven't been interested in books for a loooong time. Got home at 9ish?

Donna survived in her super high high heels which was pretty but incredibly hard to walk in i bet. LC meeting was fun? Ruined Weej's plan of earning some extra bucks off JA...well Nick, lol.
Roy was being mean :( and Alex is as chill as usual. Where is David?

Peanut M&Ms are tasty and Brussel sprouts are not.

P.S. I beat Nick in sit and reach :D

Torture ideas...from a science experiment

We are soaking eggs in different liquid with different pH levels so i was stuck with squeezing juice out of deceiving lemons. As i was squeezing it, my hand was soaked with lemon juice and started hurting so i was like a torture ideas would be like..

1. hurt the person badly
2.Rub salt all over their wounds (which hurt enough) but...
3.Throw them in a tub of lemon juice = {PAIN}
Don't worry though, i'm sure there is things worst than this ;)

So Co-op ''interview'' went great and my placement is either going to be a Vet Clinic at Mount Pleasent and Eglinton or PJ's Pet store, personally, i think i would enjoy pet store more but ofcourse the Vet clinic will look much better, sigh. I guess sometimes we can't base things on what we want but...other stuff.

Went to Weej's house afterschool to do Science experiment. We walked to the steps of her house and i'm like oh wait...aren't we suppose to go buy stuff for experiment and weej's face turn into something like .____.''''' and = ='' mixed.
We started by squeezing lemon and blending grapes but tomatoes are harrd, we had to leave it there dripping but Weej said it worked in the end so now..we wait and then get to bounce eggs.

I'm struggling for morning co-op or afternoon :(

It's not that interesting...really do not stress

BUY MY RAFFLE TICKETS or Weej's...preferably mine ;) but hers too.
JA is really stressful at the end. Either skip gym and try to sell my gift basket at P&G or...don't and try and sell them which is reallly hard.

Hurt my wrist during gym :( because the raquet was weirdly heavy but me and Lucy a.k.a. Chad had so much fuuun, totally made my day. Slacked off in photography again, awful. I realized report cards are around the corner so i started predicting my grades.
-----------------> Civics good, Math, Gym, History better, Business, Science dropped but still ok, Photography, English PFFFTTT.

Ate good stuff today :) goood tea biscuits (i sound like Weej xD) but my mom just made me eat cooked pears= ewww.

The way i loved you

I'm so in love, i acted insane, never knew i could feel that little.

SCHOOL, why do you have to come...at least in two weeks we will have another four day break. I can't wait till the weather gets better and it gets warmer then i want to play basketball or badminton or something every single day :) My mom is trying to get me to do yoga but i prefer sports, yoga is so...on the spot. For my Math assignment, i am drawing Spongebob Squarepants with bunny ears.

Atonement is a pretty good movie, it was really really sad. Keira Knightley is a pretty good actress though. The sister was soo AHH what are you doing but in the end, everything come together nicely. Really liked it and sister bought the video from Blockbuster (they declared Bunkrupt O_O )

Monday...Here I come >:(

Falling back

into reality. Break equal getting to live in a life i want to live in for a whooole week or more so since it's Saturday, it's time to get back to school. I don't hate shcool, it's just the fact that there is so much project that i can't do at once because they are not like do Page 291 question 1-4.

Need to do more work? All i do is talk about it but i think only once or twice have i actually done something about it. But blog is all about complaining and stuff so i'm good. Really cold today, was snowing for a while and i was like WHAT...NO NO NO NOOOOO. Summer is not here. Summer fooled us all, darn you.

Favour to ask all who reads this blog...and actually know me: If you talk to me tomorrow, please tell me go do work and be mean about it too :)

Everyone's feeling have been messed around during March break. So far i have found...3? Probably all going to go back to the same when school start :)


P.S. Me and my dad have come to an agreement that the wind hates us when we say let's play badminton so badminton is now officially named Gaagaa (it's a secret)

In the end

Bought a book called ''Too late when i got your letter'' by Amy Chang (on sale for five dollars, yay cheap asianess). It's in Chinese and it's a pretty good book. It revolves around this girl and abunch of complicated things that would probably never happen in real life. After finishing the book, i kind of come to a realization..(?) that everything is what you want it to be in the end. We just don't really realize that.

''Maybe, the love story that never started last the longest.''-Chocolate loving girl

It's Friday so it's two days till school starts. Time flew by...fasst. I kind of want to go back to school but mostly just wish it was summer vacation but everyone's summer plans are ''going to work at...to look good and get money'', ''have to join that program that will make me look so much bette and get me into university'' etc. I bet my parents wish i was like that so i have decided to kind of work on it. But what i really want is just good old summer fun that i never got to have with my friends :( I actually get to spend summer here for the first time ever and everyone is having big plans...to work their butts off, not cool.

Whatever happened to swimming, wonderland, hanging out in someone's yard, watch movie, sports(well, this one never really happened with weej ;) Come back SUMMER FUN!!!

P.S. Still haven't gone kareoking or watch Alice in Wonderland, lol.

Relaxed

Today was like summmer which i totally love :) but had to wake up at nine to do the whole apply for new passport. Had alot of problems with the documents and forms so refilled it like three times U__U I will have my passport in two weeks (hopefully)

Afterwards, went to Mckee to meet up with Weej and David and then eventually convinced Nick to come. We played volleyball (Nick brought) in several interesting and different ways. Weej craved something icy and sweet so we went to Metro and brought 12 pack super duper mini popsicles. Decided to hangout at my house, played crazy windy badminton for awhile (me and Weej totally won ;) and then just played with rabbits. Fun times.

Atmosphere is so thick and everyone is so confused and hurt yet no one is doing anything about because don't know how or...just don't really care enough?

Showered in the mood of pink...

The Excitement Lives On!

March 16th Tuesday was one of the best day of my life! It might sound like an exaggeration but i have got to say...Snowboarding rules.

I was kind of regretting it the day before because i don't really know what i am getting myself into but i already said i would go and part of me tell me that i should try. So Grace slept over on Monday and we slept at five which is the record for staying up longest out of all three sleepovers :) and we chatted with Nick on msn but we caved in first. Woke up at ten the next day and just got ready, cleaned up the house alittle, had noodles for lunch and argued about who is wearing which snowpant (long story) and then headed to Nick's house.

While walking to Nick's house, i felt kind of like am i really going snowboarding, is this really happening? I found Nick's house by memory because i am so smart ;) and first one to greet us is Spencer a.k.a. cutest dog ever alongside with cookie. We went in and later David came, laughed at him for wanting to watch the History channel when clearly Foodnetwork is soooo much better lol. Nick's dad and brother came with us and the two hour drive begin. His dad had alot of caffine O_O but i guess it was really tiring since i kind of fell asleep before Grace's ''oh my gosh'' woke me up.

Got to Blue Mountain and rented snowboards, bought lift tickets, felt really scared and excited. Nick have his own snowboard because he is so cool, lol. David and I rented snowboards and Grace rented skis. First things first, go on the lift, Grace didn't get in on time so she was alone at the back. Nick tried to teach me how to get off but umm i failed so i was climbing to get out of the way...pretty embarassing. After, Nick was like put on your snowboard and i'm like ...wait i'm going down that thing with that space on the side filled with woods waiting for me to fall on. Great. Fastforward to the embarssing part where David and Grace were wayyy down there, i am stuck because i have no idea how to snowboard since Nick is a horrible teacher who only encourages me by guilting me. Eventually he gave up and told me to walk down...i failed at that too (it was steep, trust me) and he just went off super fast. FINALLY got down and Grace suggested the bunny slope which is the best thing invented, it's basically a gentle short slope for beginners that Nick decide was too easy for me or something.

Loved the bunny slope, a guy from a ski and snowboarding school couldn't watch me suffer anymore so he helped me by guiding me down the slope and explaining to me how should i position myself and stuff. He was so nice. After, Nick and David met up with us at the bunny slope and i couldn't wait to show Nick that i am goood at this whole boarding thing but he kept going off on his own D: but eventaully i got to show him on Happy Valley the uhh way longer version of bunny slope and a little more steep too. I got off the ski lift alittle better this time? but Nick still had to drag me alittle. So we were going down and this totally weird thing happened, everytime David fall, i fall O_O it was really funny, Grace just kept going because it's hard to stop on skis. Nick was just waiting for me and David up ahead since he is way to fast. David kind of helped and encouraged, and Nick did too...by throwing snowballs. I got better and better so i was pretty proud of myself.

Nick and David went on the moguls (i think that is how it's spelt) and me and Grace just stick with the nice bunny slope :) They cut across to meet up with us but David went far off and came back after the three of us went down the bunny slope over and over. Walked back to the building where we rented our stuff. Felt super relieved after taking off the gears and jackets etc. Went to Harveys for dinner, chatted about random things. Grace and David fell asleep as soon as we got on the car again, the excitement i had was still there so i was actually kind of hyper. Nick was umm use to staying up for a specific reason.. so we chatted using the note that was on his ipod and my iphone but i think we woke David up with the light from the screen lol.

David got home first, went back to Nick's house to drop his brother off and we took a walk with Spencer :) I got home and realized oh my gosh it's already 1 o'clock. Took a shower, msned alittle but fell asleep because i was really tired.

Point is...totally don't regret going and had a super super good time, discovered some interesting thngs, feelings for umm _______ changed big time and without a doubt, definitely, 100% gonna go snowboarding again

Granice....activate

Sleepover #3....

Excited for skiing/boarding tomorrow!!! I'm scared because i have a feeling it's going to hurt but hopefully the fun will overcome the pain. So Grace is going to take over half(or more) of this post since i'm blanked out. Friday sleepover was with Donna. She came around 10 and we just hung out while webcaming with Roy and making fun of him (good times, good times) then he came over in the morning (Roy overflow) and we all went to David's house-----> leads to sleepover number 2 with Helen, Weej and Donna.. We did not do anything whatsoever beside eat and read things. Right now, calm sleepover number 3 is going on, chatting with Nick because he is ''sleeping'' and watching Family.

Granice ACTIVATE!

Hey it's Grace! Yeah I can't wait to SKI tomorrow, and dinner was nice.I liked my cow on rice. Well, I'm not sure at this point if my eyes are closed or open, I'm really not accustomed to this, but talking has been very calming after all the spazzing! Really. I have to go to the washroom now. Bye

Boy meets Girl...

but nothing happens.

I like Rainie Yang lately, she have some nice songs. Took out camera today, probably not even going to use it. Going to cancel aloooooooooot of plans (i think), or im just really gloomy today. English presentation made me really hyper so i talked confidently and loudly, which i guess made Mr.R think i know what i was talking about...i do but not that detailed so was pretty happy and relieved after.

It's funny how all the love songs in the present days are all about doubt or cheating or lying. What happened to just simply...nice...lie-free love. It's more realistic but songs are suppose to make you feel better(?) or make you feel like WOW that is exactly how i feel. All the lyrics are like, promises evaporated along with love or can't tell whether love is still there or not. How encouraging are they.

I was forced to read MouseHunt for dummies because Ms.Weeeej can not take my lack of knowledge in this game :) Triple berry crisp are good cereals because they are delicious and good for you. During lunch, i was president 3 tims in a row, i was so proud of myself. Badminton was so bad, messed up big time. People are so confused, masked, different. This bathrobe is comfortable.

楊丞琳- 遇上愛 ------> first non depressing song i like
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srgld4Ec8m0&feature=related

Heavy

Watching Taiwan news at night yesterday. There is this big argument about the minister of law not signing 44 cases of death penalties, i thought at first that it is reasonable since we have this theory of killing people is bad so why kill more people to make up for it. After hearing the crimes some these people committed, i was kind of very shocked. One of them basically cut this girls neck and then put her in a bathtub filled with water to watch her slowly die. When he went to court, he told the judge that when he get out of jail, she is the first one he is going to kill.
He is 19 years-old.

We can argue both side for EVERYTHING, i really don't know what's going to happen with this one. People are telling the minister of law to just quit and get off and she is agreeing because all she said is i will not sign any of the cases that involve death penalties and she rather take the punishment for those people than signing it. But it's so unfair to those people whoes children got killed, one of criminals have been sentenced to death penalties 9 times over the course of 16 years. She said killing the murderer will just destroy another family.
Hard to choose side on.

Death penalties destroy the last bit left of our humanity?

Smoosh and smash

Badminton game today was sooo intense. I watched Donna and Laurie's game first, there was alot of pro smashes and it was so cool :) We stayed after to watch some other people play. Then we all left, Austin and Donna argued about the correct term for bicycle in Chinese. Walked home. Sorted out plan for March break:

Sunday- maybe shopping, maybe movie, probably sleepover
Monday-Play Basketball if i know where it is
Tuesday-First time snow boarding
Rest of the week-Stuuudy for exam...or at least make notes

Watched Lord of the flies in civics, i was really really disturbed by that film. It was like they started to enjoy murdering. Ending was...not that great but it was ok. Handed in volunteer hours and Co-op form at lunch, interview on the 24th. So nervous.

Here is my confusing thoughts again
Misleading? Hopefully not. Don't think i'm doing it but maybe i am to others. Sigh.


Purple summer sky. Come back Summer!

Trapped brilliance

Today at the film festival, we watched Hanna's suitcase and after the guest speaker read a poem to us.

The Butterfly

The last, the very last,
So richly, brightly, dazzlingly yellow.
Perhaps if the sun’s tears would sing
against a white stone. . . .

Such, such a yellow
Is carried lightly ‘way up high.
It went away I’m sure because it wished to
kiss the world good-bye.

For seven weeks I’ve lived in here,
Penned up inside this ghetto.
But I have found what I love here.
The dandelions call to me
And the white chestnut branches in the court.
Only I never saw another butterfly.

That butterfly was the last one.
Butterflies don’t live in here,
in the ghetto.

- by Pavel Friedman

I remembered using this poem to do a silent interpetation of it. I really really liked this poem.

Lesson learnt

Lately, i have been getting into trouble because of my own stupidity. So my new lesson learnt is that unless people ask for it...or even when they do just say no or don't say anything.

I'll let you know if it works out.

Waiting for something never changing

我不在家裡, 就在雨裡, 不在雨裡, 就在往雨中的路上.
冷冷的空氣 很窒息我無法呼吸
一萬顆雨滴的距離 很徹底讓愛消失無息
聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴 渗入我的愛裡

下起雨也要勇敢前進

The other side of the story

It's Saturday. I feel satisfied with my day. I woke up at nine and woke Roy up too (Sorry...once again) went out for brunch then Michaels-the art supplie store, bought a bubble maker thing, it made me feel happy.

Went to Petsmart next and as usual after getting stuff for the rabbits, i went to the adoption section. There are only cats there but every single one of them are so sweet. Once or twice, there will be volunteers there and they will be let out of their cage, running around looking at you with those big, round innocent eyes (Cats not the volunteers). Today, i woke this cat named Pumpkin up when i walked by his cage, he reached out his paw and let me stroke it. Magical moment.

Got some delicious frozen mangos at Costco. On my way home, i made a deal with my Dad. If i get a 90 average (which most of my friends have surpassed) then i can have a dog. My sister was being depressing and mean so she said it's ok Dad, she won't get a grade that high, just say yes. So now having a pet Dog is my motivation. Some of you probably have same thought as my sister...do not tell me about it if you have that thought. Thank you.

I feel so tired. I just do not want to handle all those things anymore. I said i am not going to do it anymore but i know as soon as things get back to normal. It is going to be all the same again, nothing will be different yet we both know that something is. Complications?

A whole new day will come along with new things but somethings will never change.

Earth quuuuuuuuuuakes bringing an end to the human race. Epic.

So many earth quakes recently O_O the world is coming to an end. Chile just had another earthquake and so did Taiwan. Now they are predicting where the next earthquake(s) would be. Let us all say good luck to Seattle, L.A., Tokyo, Iran and Indonesia. My sister just say let us eat our heart out since the world is going to end anyway LOL. It's actually pretty scary, that is 3 consecutive earthquakes in one WEEK. Sigh. We are all going to die, i am so positive.

We decorated the LC board today. It is beautiful!! well...the bench is alittle distorted but considering the fact that me, April and Mel spent like 10 minutes doing actual work and the rest gossiping and eating. I think it was pretty good ;)

Faiiiiiled my History test and screwed up on my Math quiz D: i need to work harder. I can't wait till suuuumer comes. Sunshine on my face, not having to carry around heavy winter coats. Less night, more daylight. I miss summer.

Update on my obsession with Show, the obsession have wore off alittle. I don't feel like flying back to Taiwan every second of my life anymore. Just appreciate his music and things like that. :) i am free of obsession. FREEE.

Always the other person

Baking for the bakesale tomorrow but i forgot icing and cocoa powder (uh oh)...so i guess people can have healthier cupcakes this time. Bought pankcake mix because i ran out of my Costco sized flour (AMAZING) and...gonna make cupcakes.

Afterschool, alot happened but only alittle occured to me that things happened. Didn't go watch Badminton game because i am a selfish and mean person. Had to go home anyways, but apparently i was mad...? My sister texted me and said Dad want me to go home right away so i said got to go bye since Roy and Alex was going to Burger King then i left. Heard Roy yelling Justin but apprently he was yelling Janice O_O and then phone rang but i didn't hear till like the fifth ring, thought it was dad but it was Roy as soon as i picked up my phone, it died on me. So every thing was a big mess of misunderstandings?

Math is fun. Science is ok. Lollipops are yummy. People are messed up. History is boring.

Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuustard :)

Extra big picture cuz she is AWESOME

24 subtract 1.26 = less tick tock

I have somewhat started to achieve my will to go against procrastination, all i needed was very close supervising and constant nagging. I talked to my dad on Sunday and he said well if pushing is what you need then i will tell you what to do until you make it a habit of your own so i thought why not. Monday, first thing when i came back.
Go do your homework now ---------> fifteen minutes---------> Did you start? and it goes on and on.

I think it helped since i actually finished my math homework. Right now i have to
1.Do Co-op application
2.Study for History test
3.Prepare for Math quiz
4.Learn Science (Urgent)
5.Homework in general
6.Be cool...jokes lol

I was reading online news from Taiwan just now. Apprently now our daily lifes are cut down by 1.26 microseconds (1 million of a second) since the earthquake in Chile affect the mass of the Earth which affect the speed of Earth's rotation which takes away time. I thought it was cool and scary but we cand add the length of time to a day too. If we make the earth heavier. Interesting no?

Would have been so happy

While we are still on the whole olympics thing, i heard this morning from April about Joannie Rochette's story. Apprently four days before she was suppose to skate, her mom had a heart attack in the airport so as she was skating, she was crying because it was the first time ever that her mom wasn't watching when she was skating. She knows her mom is still watching :)

Got let off from nightshcool early today, so happy. Talked with Mr.M in Science class, he was pretty cool about the whole i don't get chemistry thing. He explained to me using tacks...pretty nice. After i talked to him about how i really feel the pressure with all these smart people who get everything around me and he was really nice so he just said all i need is more work. People tell me if i try hard, i will do so much better, i say i guess but i'm actually thinking...really? What if i'm trying hard, how do you know i'm not trying but i don't know maybe i really should just focus and go for it. Sigh.

Complicated simple things. Sigh.





Good movie, The boy in the striped pajamas. The topic is widely used in movies but this time the movie takes a whole other perspective of how it's so simple for children that it's not about who you are, where you are from, what you look like it's just oh hi, let's be friends. The things they do is for their own fun but in the end, the shock they bring woke everyone else up. Good movie.

14...amazing number

CANADA WON :) so in the end we got 14 gold medals...FOURTEEN. That is just amazing, i was really really hyper but my family was just kind of like, oh we won...cool. But still, we won, YAY.

I woke up this morning at 9 and i went downstairs to make sweet ''dumpling'' i have no idea how to say it but it's umm like u make it with flour and in the middle we put red bean stuffings and cook it in water so it becomes deliciously chewy but they were gigantic so...that was interesting but delicious. After we went to my mom's friend's new condo and she is painting her house so nothing was in there. As i was walking around in the empty rooms i found something very interesting and that Weej would love to have...

A fire alarm silence button!!! It said, if you wish to silence the fire alarm, press the button. LOL.

Went home after and just...threw snowball. End.

Need a new co-op form, stupid water bottle WHY DO YOU HATE ME D:

i want more pins to fill up the back of my ugly old pencil case.

If you read Weej's blog, you would have read a post on how she want her dining room to be like.

This is how the picture really look like lol.